I'm doing this for the safety of myself. I've succumbed to many wrongdoings, and every little mistake I make feels like I've been gouged out of my skeleton. I'm doing this because I fear even the smallest mistakes I make. The future is disturbing. It reminds us that we won't know what will happen. One day I will say something wrong and it will affect me for the rest of my life. I am in danger. The danger is me. I don't want to hurt any of you. You are all so nice people. I'm asking for a ban because I will one day hurt you. I don't know when that will happen, but one day, I will say something that will continue to stalk me. I am currently being haunted by the faults I have done in the past which deeply affects my career and to this day I am disturbed by the fact that this will happen again. This is a message: I ask for a ban to protect all of you. And before you ask, no this is not a troll thread, I'm actually in tears typing this down because for my entire life I have been living in a realm of regret. That's why I ask for a ban, to save myself from making mistakes on here.
