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Vylder

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Oct 25, 2017
3,256
Not gonna lie, haven't followed her in a while so I don't know what's going on exactly, just hoping for the best.

 

Remark

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Oct 27, 2017
3,562
Narcissa been in a dark place for a while from what I remember.

Hope she gets some help.
 

OaklandKao

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Mar 21, 2022
2,913
I can't imagine that recent "expose" on her was doing any favors for her mental health. I hope she can get some help.

Why was she banned off Twitch anyway?
 

Pokémon

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Oct 27, 2017
11,681
Unfortunately she hasn't been doing well for years now and I wish she would get professional help (unless she got help and I didn't realize?). Seeing her self-destruction over the years really hurts.
 

Tendo

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Oct 26, 2017
10,422
I haven't followed Narcissa for years, after she got banned from twitch. Her posts were just too dark and scary. I really hope she gets help... :(
 

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Spacenoid
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Oct 25, 2017
50,053
Sounds like a person who needs mental health services quickly - has anyone reached out to her friends about this?
 

Tendo

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Oct 26, 2017
10,422
Her stream was recommended to me via the Twitch algorithm a few days ago, and I was surprised since I had no idea she was still streaming. Didn't think much of it at the time.
I thought she got perma'd a few years ago? On one hand, I'm glad they gave her another shot... on the other... :(
 

Davekol

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Feb 11, 2018
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Her stream was recommended to me via the Twitch algorithm a few days ago, and I was surprised since I had no idea she was still streaming. Didn't think much of it at the time.

She was banned for years but she just returned march 19, 2022. Apparently now she accidentally showed some nudity while trying to play chess (nudity in ads)
 
Oct 30, 2017
15,278
I can't imagine that recent "expose" on her was doing any favors for her mental health. I hope she can get some help.

Why was she banned off Twitch anyway?
She streamed porn.

I use to follow her but her streaming career has done a detriment to her mental health because of the countless trolls that would flood her chat who she would then argue with endlessly. She's been very open about her drug use and suicidality in her streams. Problem is that her openness hasn't done her any favors.
 

Rexskel

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Aug 27, 2021
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I've heard that they've been doing pretty bad since a few years, so it's not that surprising to me.
 
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Vylder

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Oct 25, 2017
3,256
I had no idea about her real name, thought Cosmos was just a gaming name.

Can a mod please edit my title?

I apologize
 

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Mar 11, 2022
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I had no idea about her real name, thought Cosmos was just a gaming name.

Can a mod please edit my title?

I apologize

It's all good! This shit happens sometimes, so as long as you're aware of it moving forward, it ain't no thing in my opinion. You'd never believe how harsh some people can get when you just simply suggest a correction like that, haha.
 

BY2K

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Oct 25, 2017
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Québec, Canada
I remember having my first red flag with her when she tweeted some problematic opinion about something but I don't remember what it was, it was some years ago, not that long after she stopped making Ocarina of Time speedruns.

I'm sad to see her situation hasn't improved.
 

Messofanego

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Oct 25, 2017
26,196
UK
Was she having mental health issues due to the abuse once she transitioned? I don't know of her but just read her wiki.
 

mbpm

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Oct 25, 2017
23,629
I was acquainted with someone who was close with her around the time she transitioned. Things were bad then but I'd hoped she'd found a better place for health since then. Hope this passes
 

Tendo

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Oct 26, 2017
10,422
Was she having mental health issues due to the abuse once she transitioned? I don't know of her but just read her wiki.
Its been years so I might be wrong, but I used to watch her streams a lot. I first saw her at a GDQ probably. She was already in a rough spot dealing with financial problems before transitioning, and then after her viewership bottomed out and the harassment started. At the same time she started developing terrible hand pain due to how you have to speed run wind waker so throw chronic pain into the mix. It was a bunch of real bad stuff that hit all at once. Then her streams turned into just her sleeping, her saying controversial things, then the ban. The last few streams were really hard to watch. I remember chat pleading with her to get help, while the other half of chat threw abuse at her. And twitch never did a damn thing.
 

ehhsobee

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Nov 11, 2019
95
United Kingdom
Was she having mental health issues due to the abuse once she transitioned? I don't know of her but just read her wiki.

I believe her mental health issues were seperate from the abuse. She had hand and wrist issues which meant she couldn't continue speedrunning so her popularity dropped. She was banned from Twitch and started streaming on YouTube. Not sure how she's doing now.
 

Dark Ninja

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Oct 27, 2017
8,071
That's an alarming tweet and should be taken seriously. Officials should get involved for the safety of the employees who don't even have anything to do with this.
 

Tendo

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Oct 26, 2017
10,422
I believe her mental health issues were seperate from the abuse. She had hand and wrist issues which meant she couldn't continue speedrunning so her popularity dropped. She was banned from Twitch and started streaming on YouTube. Not sure how she's doing now.
Yeah it really was like a perfect storm of awful shit over the course of a few months.
 

skullmuffins

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Oct 25, 2017
7,426
anyway her twitter account is not deactivated now. the tweet's gone and she's tweeting other stuff. apparently she wants to get permission to read harry potter books on twitch as a sort of virtual book club? which is a whole other barrel of stuff I'm not going to touch.
 

Sky87

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Oct 27, 2017
3,865
Zero sympathy for anyone who threatens to "shoot up" anything, no matter how much shit you're in. Hopefully Twitch is taking this seriously and are contacting authorities (and getting this person help too).
 

Smash-It Stan

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Oct 25, 2017
5,278
She got banned years ago for nudity and going against those rules over and over again, came back and got banned AGAIN for streaming hentai??? Wtf...
 
Apr 2, 2021
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I can't imagine that recent "expose" on her was doing any favors for her mental health. I hope she can get some help.
Ugh I don't even want to think about what some sort of "expose" would be. I've seen way too much stuff dogpile on mentally ill people, but it is "justified" because the mentally ill person hurt some people, or just acts weird enough that normal people will dislike them based on information provided in the article.

Not saying that abuse or assholish behavior shouldn't be taken seriously if it's from someone who is suffering, but if they're not abusing a position of power keep that shit out of the press.
 

mawilite

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Jul 18, 2020
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I was just remembering Narcissa the other day and wondering if she ever turned out okay and this is devastating to hear. I have always been hoping, and will continue to hope that she'll be safe.

I understand that reading those words is alarming but anyone with the slightest knowledge of the person behind those words should know that "shooting up Twitch HQ" is just an emotional lashing out and this visibility on her is helpful to absolutely nobody. Made the mistake of looking at replies to that tweet and I want to throw up. I wish she could be left alone, leave her internet presence behind and heal. She's just another tragic case of a vulnerable internet personality being driven into worse and worse places by the hateful mob thats treating her like a game.
 
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