I just can't seem to sit down and focus on one game until it's done anymore. I'm in this circle whereby I really want to play and complete more games to experience more stuff and to clear my backlog but I seem to have struggled for a long time on/off with the following circumstances which have from time to time prevented me from enjoying the hobby the way I want to:
- When there's a lot going on - I love open world games but when things inevitably really open up, e.g. after the tutorial sections/areas and there are X directions to go and/or absolutely loads to do/quest log fills up I have a tendency to get overwhelmed and have the urge to stop playing. For example leaving Siwa in AC Origins, I just zoomed the map out and basically noped out despite having enjoyed what I'd played up to that point. I feel unable to not do side quests, even if they're just not something I want to do or sound interesting to me.
- Feeling like I'm not playing the game properly or when I fail/die - I recently failed part of a side mission in a game, a completely unimportant, optional part of a side mission and the red cross beside it drove me nuts and I stopped playing and this was after 50 hours of play! Feeling like I'm not playing properly also happens to me quite commonly in games with stealth elements in them. Example, if I get detected in something like Dishonored, I just can't seem to live with having the ensuing scrappy fight with enemies and simply moving forward with the rest of the game. I feel like I'm cheesing the game or not playing it as it should be played if that makes any sense at all and I don't feel like I can just reload a save I view that as scumming/taking away the challenge of the game
- Not wanting to miss something or finding out I have already missed something - A lot of games feel like I'm just hoovering up loot after a while because I can't bare to miss something. E.g. if I'm in a dungeon let's say and there is a fork in the path, I will follow one path to where it looks like it finishes, looting everything on the way and if there is a door to another section of the dungeon, before going through that door, I will double back and go down the other fork in the path instead of just proceeding and seeing where the door goes. It's tiresome running around looking at the floor/minimap all the time for fear of missing something. Witcher 3 I spent more time staring at herb icons on the minimap and hoovering them up than I care to admit, despite probably already having a huge stack of those herbs lol.
TLDR - I seem to have a few sort of quirks and OCD-esque things going on that are stopping me from enjoying games the way I'd like to such as getting overwhelmed at open world games, failing at stealth sections, fear of missing out on things and compulsion to hoover up all loot. Anyone experience this as well? Anyone got any advice as this is really making games a chore to play.
- When there's a lot going on - I love open world games but when things inevitably really open up, e.g. after the tutorial sections/areas and there are X directions to go and/or absolutely loads to do/quest log fills up I have a tendency to get overwhelmed and have the urge to stop playing. For example leaving Siwa in AC Origins, I just zoomed the map out and basically noped out despite having enjoyed what I'd played up to that point. I feel unable to not do side quests, even if they're just not something I want to do or sound interesting to me.
- Feeling like I'm not playing the game properly or when I fail/die - I recently failed part of a side mission in a game, a completely unimportant, optional part of a side mission and the red cross beside it drove me nuts and I stopped playing and this was after 50 hours of play! Feeling like I'm not playing properly also happens to me quite commonly in games with stealth elements in them. Example, if I get detected in something like Dishonored, I just can't seem to live with having the ensuing scrappy fight with enemies and simply moving forward with the rest of the game. I feel like I'm cheesing the game or not playing it as it should be played if that makes any sense at all and I don't feel like I can just reload a save I view that as scumming/taking away the challenge of the game
- Not wanting to miss something or finding out I have already missed something - A lot of games feel like I'm just hoovering up loot after a while because I can't bare to miss something. E.g. if I'm in a dungeon let's say and there is a fork in the path, I will follow one path to where it looks like it finishes, looting everything on the way and if there is a door to another section of the dungeon, before going through that door, I will double back and go down the other fork in the path instead of just proceeding and seeing where the door goes. It's tiresome running around looking at the floor/minimap all the time for fear of missing something. Witcher 3 I spent more time staring at herb icons on the minimap and hoovering them up than I care to admit, despite probably already having a huge stack of those herbs lol.
TLDR - I seem to have a few sort of quirks and OCD-esque things going on that are stopping me from enjoying games the way I'd like to such as getting overwhelmed at open world games, failing at stealth sections, fear of missing out on things and compulsion to hoover up all loot. Anyone experience this as well? Anyone got any advice as this is really making games a chore to play.