Guys,
I'm going through a major heartbreak right now. I want to pre-face this with the fact that I don't hate this girl. I also want to say I'm 21, and she was my first love. I built over a year of a friendship with her and it started November 2016, on Thanksgiving. We had classes together before hand since we're in the same major. I'm hispanic, and she was Muslim. Yes, we knew going into this, everything would already be complicated from the get-go because of religious reasons, but we dated anyways. We dated for a total of 11 months.
It was more like a year basically, starting March '17 to three days ago, Jan '18. But we already basically had feelings for each other in Jan '17 so it felt like being together for a year. We were having an amazing relationship, till around 8 months and she basically broke my heart. We did everything together, we saw each other almost every day or every other day. We grew together as people. We went on so many dates. We helped each other, through thick and thin. It was two best friends who were having feelings for each other, to two idiots in love.
Then she had a break down and lost herself, her losing herself because dating a Non-Muslim kept haunting her inside. I walked away from her for about two weeks, then she told me she wanted me back. I ended up telling her she needs to do a lot of changes in her, or at least to work on these things inside to avoid this again.
So, we dated, again. Things got better, it was great basically. We went to a Christmas brunch and everything, she worked during the holidays part time, but I was able to go on a date with her or two and we exchanged presents. It was all perfect, then it got bad. Then she got really sick and had one of those deadly flu like infections. She ended up in the hospital. She walked out of the hospital not feeling like herself, feeling emotionally detached and fell out of love with me. And now here I am.
