A couple of things.
What country are you from?
Please look into therapy. You seem to be looking for happiness in a relationship and that's not how that works. Work on yourself as an individual, you'll be more attractive to others if you you're happy with yourself.
The gym really isn't a place to meet up with people. Addie was suggesting going to the gym so you could work on yourself. Working out is helpful for a better mood and honestly f you feel better about how you look you'll probably be a little happier as well.
Get a hobby. You say you don't really do much and really know how to interact with people because of anime. Well if you get a hobby you can meet people and pick up some social skills as well.
iam from germany, iam born here, but as some might know, we still got issues about the whereabouts of one individual. my skincolour reveals, that my parents are from southern asia.
and yes, i really seek happiness, because i hate being alone. in fact i desperately try to find something not to stay glued all day in my basement on my computer. everyone suggesting me going to a gym: i really feel odd going there. i am 65kg/175cm, iam fit. i dont need any more gym. i would have loved to go to the gym as how my friends did it in the past, hitting up girls and enjoying life and stuff… but it never turned out that way for me.
well i have a hobby but its just a loner-hobby. i need something to interact with people. i also travel a lot, but i never get into any decent conversations with people. last year i travelled across asia with my backpack, but i barely got in touch with anyone. mostly in buses i got some random small talk and no exchange of information or… well greater contact. maybe 1-3 days of hanging out in bars… but that was it.
Do your friends own any videogame forums?
Getting healthier/more fit? Sculping a more desirable body (for yourself)? Gaining self-confidence? Having an objective and working hard for it? Learning self-discipline? Endorphins feel good.
i dont feel that having a fitter body will eventually lead to more self-confidence: i do 200 situps a day, i jog every second day and i cycle 30-50km on the weekend. i dont feel happy or any self-discipline and i dont feel being fit being any sort of advantage in this whole thing.
Your use of the word retarded, not cool dude.
Very simple question for you - why should a girl date you?
well, i think i am, i dont know what else can describe this phenomena?
why a girl should date me:
-i look passable
-i am smart
-i am funny
-i know a lot of stuff
-i would love to spend my time with this person to get to know more of her.
I said damn.
Don't let a single rejection disable you for weeks. As generic as it sounds, there are plenty of fish in the sea and this is true. Just because one or twenty women don't want to go out with you means absolutely nothing. Pick yourself up - you shouldn't even be knocked down in the first place.
What's more concerning is your attitude. You need to see a therapist. You aren't going to attract anyone with the depressive vibes you're giving out. Work on and take care of yourself first.
thanks for the advice but i mean… more than 200 have rejected me. not once did i hold hands, got a kiss or got a… well hug where the person was willingly hugging me. it felt more like a shibboleth…
i dont know what a therapist would do in this case. i think i am already a closed case.
Your life isn't over at 30, man. I get that it's harsh to wake up and feel behind. But there's plenty of time to find what you're looking for.
And hey, you did what you thought was fun at the time. That's called "living life" - girls or no girls. It's not something you should have regrets about.
this is what i want to believe and think. but i sort of got into this kind of cage of thoughts where i cant free myself of getting depressed by everyone around me. everyone is nailing their goals while i feel behind, not achieving anything.
You think that you're the only 30 year old to never get into a relationship? It's sorta ridiculous, you could land something tomorrow for all you know. You can't have an attitude that is this defeatist. You're not 90 years old on your death bed, get a damn grip here.
Can you not refer to this as being retarded? On top of the fact that it's super juvenile language for a 30 year old, not getting a girl is not equivalent with a mental handicap. Again, christ.
Handicapped people are still people You need to rearrange your whole view of what you think and see people as. It seems you have very little actual respect for the people around. I suggest you go to some sort of therapy if for nothing else than to just get some perspective.
It's not a dire situation.
well, i am sorry, that i give you these bad vibes. everyone around me has achieved something already in their lives. i feel left behind. i get told by everyone what a fucking loser i am, not living on my own, fucking up my college degree, not being married or in a relationship in general everything just sucks. i would love to have someone showing me something new and better in this miserable life i live now.
yes, my language may sound juvenile. this might because i hang out a lot on the internet same as my friends when we write on whatsapp.
well, i see it as a mental handicap if you are not even close at getting a girl with 30. people around me told me the same. some said it as a joke, some good friends, but if strangers or some acquaintances say that, i feel very offended by that which is why i wont talk to these kind of people anymore.
WHY IS EVERYONE COMING AROUND THE CORNER WITH A THERAPIST???
i only wanted a suggestion where to find a nice and easy place to chat up girls without appearing too weird/creepy/smudgy.
Look, you've got too many questionable attitudes about life. I don't even think your looking for advice you just want to come into this topic and complain about how hard it is, how it's everybody else, anime, experience, being brown, your friends. Self pity is a great woman repellant and until you get therapy to correct that you will remain forever alone and complaining about it.
… thanks for your advice, see above.
I'm Southeastern Asian dude of fairly average looks, living in a small city in the Midwest in the US (population: white as fuck) who had no dating experience until I was around 21, watched unhealthy amounts of Rom-Com anime in my teenage years, and I don't have a Facebook account. Unlike you, I do not have problems getting second dates and beyond or not having someone be interested in me. We're quite similar in some ways, so why is this the case?
It's attitude.
You have a severely toxic mindset about a bunch of things, as already highlighted by other posters above. Paying for their food/drink on a date does not mean that they're "prostituting" themselves and then not allowing physical intimacy. Christ, just mention the topic of splitting the bill if you don't want to pay for all of it. The whole point of food or drink being there is that it's something that's keeping the both of you occupied as you talk and try to figure out whether or not the other person is sane. If you have issues in breaking the physical contact barrier, then your behavior on the date is broadcasting so many red flags that they do not want to initiate or reciprocate physical contact because you're making them uncomfortable. Are you saying shit that's as stupid as what you've posted so far? Are you coming on too strong? Do you talk about nothing except how you have no experience with women? You claim that you "can talk" (I don't even think this is true, considering that you don't even have the courage to bring up splitting the bill), but what the hell are you saying on the date that's turning off women every time? Re-evaluate yourself and consider the things you've said to women in the past who have rejected you.
Also, your friends are not dicks for not helping you. They have no responsibility to help you with finding a date or picking up women. The fact that they listen to you whine about it means that they've already done more than they need to. They are individuals with their own life to take charge of. Furthermore, they probably stopped hanging out with you because of your bad attitude and shitty views, such as going to the gym only for picking up women and being talked to instead of, y'know, just being there to work out and improve yourself. You think that everything you do has to lead to a woman wanting to be with you, instead of just for your own personal benefit or enjoyment. That's a fucking shitty mindset to have and you need to drop it immediately.
TL;DR: Stop whining and change your attitude.
hi thanks for your honest opinion as well as sharing your experience.
no, i have the courage of bringing up splitting the bill but beforehand: i have drink with a girl, i never said that i "invite" her. so after having a drink, she stands up, goes to the desk and says, my nice company pays the bill. what kind of behaviour is that? this happened quite a lot of times to me(each time with another girl). i think the third or fourth time i actually said, we're splitting the bill, which lead to a very surprised and sort of angry (i guess?) face and saying a weird good bye to me. i have also suggested going to a park, playing mini golf or something. most of the times, girls are not interested in engaging in physical activities. since the refugee crisis, going out in the evening seems like a no-go too…. so here i am trying to arrange a date during daytime. mostly girls are very picky about time and place where i already lose confidence and interest, when i have to take care about everything instead of finding something together which we are both interested in.
i never talk about my experience with women with my date. i talk about myself, i ask a lot of questions and i listen.
i think i explained it in a bad way, but i'll explain it for you again: i was never the person initially wanting to go to the gym. i registered because one of my friends suggested it. i really thought this was, because they were interested in getting buffed. instead they let me down after 2-3 months, when they hooked up with girls from the gym. i ended up hanging out there alone for another month and gave up, because i felt uncomfortable there. i never hooked up there, i never spoke there with anyone nor did anyone engage into talks with me. so please stop accusing me of something i have never done. i dont know what kind of shitty view it is: to NOT slap women on the ass, or treat them like sex objects where you have to fucking pamper them with money or goods so they are going out with you or are interested in you. because this is what my friends suggested me and i said i will not engage in something like this. it worked for my friends, but i can never imagine that these methods would work for me.
and yes, you are right: my friends have no obligation or responsibility to help me. that is true. but i think as friends, you should help each other out in life. and i think you might be also right, that my bitchin and whining sort of stopped hanging out with me. except the fact that they only are living in their couple world, which is, i assume, the main reason quitting on me.
i dont know how to handle this situation and i really struggle. i know that online dating is not working for me. but it fails in real life…. what else is there for me?
again thanks everyone for your honest and straight answers, because i want to work on myself to solve this problem.