Wow, February was such a rollercoaster ride! Can't wait for the ROTJ finale! Also, congrats on getting tons of likes and views on your facebook post, it always feel great when that happens!
It's less like an anime, more like How I Met Your Mother. Takes too long to get to the damn point of the show, all to end with a protagonist trying to get with a girl with all signs pointing to it not working.I'm looking forward to Salva's february. I want to see how this anime ends (probably in disappointment, as in most anime).
That's for damn sure.
Don't do that. Fuck what your ex thinks about whether you've moved on or not. She's an ex! Move on by moving on and not let her occupy one iota of your mental energy.My trip was coming up in April, and I had finally decided I was going to see my ex. To let her know I had moved on. And to keep my promise to see her, since she didn't kept hers.
Real talk: the one thing you can do is make yourself prepared to be a better partner. In order to do that, you need to fully get over your ex; you need to enter into your next relationship as unencumbered as possible, and hopefully the person whom you choose is in the same situation. Like you, at one point I craved drama. I enjoyed the crazy stories. I posted, in the aggregate, more than your story; and I fell into worse traps than possibly getting together with someone that was bad news: actually, I generally dated them, and for months at a time.I like how passionate you are about the whole thing, thanks for reading guys. I'll remain single for now since, yeah, there are still a lot to think about. I do enjoy complicating stuff, keep in mind I've been having a very simple life for the last 8 years, full of playing it safe and not bringing attention to myself. So yeah, I just have to keep in mind not to actually DO something I can't take back.
This is the greatest post in the history of this thread.
Hah, that's a nightmare to keep track of.
22 to 27 most of them, Joana 32.I'm curious the average age range of everyone in this story. The weird coincidences, the drama, people trying to jump from romantic interest to romantic interest. It feels like you're all in the same high school.
I really appreciate you sharing this with me, it gave me a nice perspective about what I want for the future. As you said, it is fun for now but I might regret it later.Real talk: the one thing you can do is make yourself prepared to be a better partner. In order to do that, you need to fully get over your ex; you need to enter into your next relationship as unencumbered as possible, and hopefully the person whom you choose is in the same situation. Like you, at one point I craved drama. I enjoyed the crazy stories. I posted, in the aggregate, more than your story; and I fell into worse traps than possibly getting together with someone that was bad news: actually, I generally dated them, and for months at a time.
There's value in being single. There's also value in recognizing that certain people, while abundantly attractive in many ways, simply aren't good for us. I fucked up a number of promising opportunities for several reasons. I pursued a Brazilian Poppi. I dated a Homeless Girl. At one point, I went to a hockey game with my girlfriend's side piece, who happened to be a nice ginger ER doctor. All of that was fun to write about, but none of it led to anything lasting or satisfying.
You're at the point where your self-awareness is fairly strong. You know Poppi's not right for you. The question that you need to ask yourself is "what would be right for me?" More importantly, you need to ask "when I meet that person, how can I best be in a position to be right for them?"
And then what happened?My life has somehow become one of the animes. I think it has been enough time to talk about, since things have changed and I'm having fun. Here is my tale.
The first month.
It all started in December, Christmas eve. My long-time girlfriend (Almost a decade) is back for the holidays to see her family and friends, since she has been working abroad for more than a year now. After visiting her last spring, she was sick with Bronchitis and I tried to take care of her, it was a nice few months, we visited tons of places and had a lot of fun. When I came back, I decide to focus on school and my business, while she on her work, but with time we had grown distant over personal struggles from both sides and inadequacy feelings. First day she is back, she breaks up with me.
I'm not gonna lie, I saw it coming and I myself was feeling tired, we were stuck. It broke my heart but I knew something had to change. She is clear and honest, something she usually is not (Likes to hide problems) and tells me she wants to see other people (And there is someone in line already). That I should do the same, and who knows, maybe we might find each other in the future. I'm ok with that, because, I mean, it is her life, no need for be sore about it, even if it hurt like hell . We decide to be friends and I agree to attend the friends reunion she was planning. Before leaving, I let her know that I was going to be around her work neighborhood in the spring, and If she would mind if I visited. She said sure, you can come. I left satisfied and ready to move on, as friends. But, due to some poorly timed words from my father, I realize I wanted her back. I was not ready to move on.
A lot of convoluted and downright hilarious events started taking place.
First, I get sick. Like, really sick. Bronchitis. While I stood in the hospital bed I understood the real pain and suffering and loneliness she must have felt when she was sick herself and I was not there to take care of her (She still hadn't recovered by the time I left). I felt guilty. I felt like I deserved it. I recovered quickly enough, since I was motivated and I had very little time to work with (She was going back to keep working in a week or so).
I attended the reunion with a mission: Find out everything about the other guy. Turns out, I got to meet the guy even before the reunion, by pure chance. He seemed nice. Imagine my surprise that, by the time of the reunion, he was there. I did get the info I wanted: Her best friend introduced them, he was studying the same subject as him and, of course, they already saw each other once since our break-up. All of this I knew before we even realized that, now, we both are rivals. The reunion had epic Mario Kart competitions between us and, due to a chain of coincidences, a clogged toilet that we together worked to fix. I was extremely nice to him and casual and to a lot of my friends came as a shock that her and I would have broken up, since we have been together for so long through thick and thin. In a brief moment alone, I declared my intentions to her: I wanted her back and I would fight for it. She cried. It was clear she was feeling something... no idea what. I left.
Of course... we didn't become friends, her and I. I did try to talk to her, but she was getting none of that. I was ignored or answered in simple words. I could understand. She was probably falling in love again. Or maybe it was too painful to talk with me. I don't know. I let her be. I would focus on myself.
Now, I'll talk a bit about me. I used to think I was an introvert. I did my very best to not make friends. In the case of guys, because I felt I had nothing in common with them. In the case of girls, because I didn't want her to think I was cheating on her (Since she was so far away) and I didn't want to hurt her. Of course, this was all bullshit. I was just restricting myself due to fear of been seen as weird, and pretty much using her as an excuse. I focused all my life around her, made her my purpose of living, kept trying to always be with her and she kept on rejecting me. When we broke up, she told me that she hadn't felt I loved her since a few years ago. She never truly believed it, apparently. I guess it makes sense, maybe I didn't look happy while I was with her, because I was so worried of not hurting her. Because she got jealous or sad easily, because she was afraid to lose me because I only wanted to date her because, in her words, it "was easy for me to win her over". I don't blame that of her, I treated her like she was made of glass, I nurtured that attitude and enforced it. It is ironic that, after all the years of her fearing me loving someone else, it was her who ended up breaking up with me. Kinda funny now, actually.
So now, alone and confused, people started coming looking for me. Friends I wasn't sure they were actually my real friends. Friends that proved themselves by listening to my story, offering words of advice and just hanging out while I was on the dumps. I was blessed with so many friends I never realized I had. I told them the whole story, in person, one by one, and with each word the pain receded a little, and my focus and determination grew. I asked them not to bother her, not to hate her. To let her live the life she chose.
But I still wanted her then.
While at the party, I asked her to come see my new store, like she always said she wanted to. My birthday was also coming up, and I invited her to that too. I was trying to be friendly and let her take her path. She said she would come. She didn't. Her mother got sick, so I figured, maybe that is why. Then I got words from my friends. She had been a block over a few hours ago, with the other guy. She was ok. That's nice, I thought. She stayed longer than she said she was going to. Her best friend was going to go with her.
The day of my birthday, early January, she left.
She had moved on. I was left behind. It finally dawned on me. I had my breakdown. My friends, old and new, took good care of me. They distracted me with going-outs. I visited a Karaoke for the first time. I went out more times in that month with friends than I had in the last 2 years. It was nice. A friend of a friend, who was passing through something similar with her boyfriend, clicked and became fast best friends while she was getting hella drunk and I lost my voice singing songs about love. We found out we were neighbors and shared a ride back home. We spent the night at my apartment talking about our respective lost loves. Crying, laughing, in her case, vomiting. Dawn came and a new, strong friendship came with it. We both had a plan and renewed hopes for our respective problems. We had each other to cheer us on.
By this point, I stopped talking to my now ex. A month passed without sending a message. We would see each other posts on facebook and give a like or something. Only people close to use knew we had broken up. No drama, no specific posts on facebook. It was a clean break-up. I pretty much slept walked through January, got back to school, got back to work and did everything is automatic, while getting knee deep into the problems of my friends and giving them advice. Somehow, I had now become the person everyone shared their secrets and dream and fears with. I had my mind full of their own issues, so I didn't had to think about mine. I couldn't do much, since her best friend was with my ex, so anything I could say, well, the friend was there to undo. She never liked me, I guess. So I stayed quiet.
February was coming. I had a date with a cute spiritist girl who worked nearby, that was also a high-school acquaintance of mine. It took a lot of courage to ask her out, but it was nice she said yes. I was finally getting over my ex, or so I thought. But I remembered I hadn't bought my tickets yet. Last time I visited her, I made contacts and work people relevant to my business, so I was going there anyway. But I was not sure how to get the best price. I reluctantly checked out conversation together to find the link she gave me for the last time I was there. The more I scrolled up, the more the memories of the good times flooded my mind. I got my tickets. But I didn't want to go on my date anymore... My mind was full of my ex.
And from here, stuff just kept getting complicated.
Mate, it's there. But you need to cross-reference Llyranor's wire diagram of dramatis personae while reading or else you'll get confused.
I assumed one novella without a point, then there were two more. He should make his own topic so all of Era can enjoy the twisting tale of romance.Mate, it's there. But you need to cross-reference Llyranor's wire diagram of dramatis personae while reading or else you'll get confused.
She's Nia.What's the story on spiritist girl? Do I need to read her story before reading Salvavengers: Infinity Girls?
Well, actually, spiritualist girl is interesting. Nia fits, so let's call her that.What's the story on spiritist girl? Do I need to read her story before reading Salvavengers: Infinity Girls?
Time to update your chart with Rita, "Quarts", and Magical Trevor.
February
The night before, with the help of my new best friend, I took care of my outfit for the date. I was going to look dashing. Date day came and... the spiritist girl cancelled. Huh. I felt relieved. I wasn't even bothered she never even saw my reply telling her that I was ok with that. I was truly relieved. I still wanted to go see my ex, more than anything in the world.
I was content, I had my tickets, I was going to go see her and get her back. I was sure it was going to work. I had hope.
I got a new message. An old friend from school, 2 years back. She started talking to me. Lets call her Poppi.
Poppi and I had a weird relationship. We barely knew each other, but we had a lot in common. She would share her problems with me, long ranting problems, and I would listen and give advice. Poppi would take a loooong time to answer and sometime downright disappear. But this time, she was angry with me. Apparently, she saw me outside a store the other day and said hello, I said hello back and then walked away, ignoring her. Keep in mind, we haven't talked to each other in almost a year and, the moment she said high, I was fresh of the ex-train. I'm pretty sure I didn't even look at her face. Of course, I felt bad. I apologized and we started talking again.
She again shared her new problems with me and I did my best to listen. Her situation was similar to mine, so I offered my advice to her and told her what my plans to get my ex back was and how it related to her own issues, to try and make her feel better. I also told her I was feeling pretty happy with my life this days, making friends, going out, focusing on school and work. I was genuinely having a good time, even if I still missed my ex. Poppi seemed happy with my advice and we talked about other stuff.
I didn't think much of it. A few days later, a new message came up. It was my ex.
She had been shown a screenshot that I was planning on going there to win her back and she didn't want me to get any wrong ideas. We haven't spoken in a month. I told her the days I was going and that I had illusions, I understood she wanted to try something different, and that she was free to do anything she wanted, and that I was ok without her. It was the truth, even if it hurt. I did wanted her back, but I was actually feeling the break-up was good for both of us. I felt she had grown, and so had I. She never used to tell me the things straight up, and now she was confronting about something that made her uncomfortable. That was progress, I was happy for her. Even if it stinged a little, I remained hopeful.
The mystery was, how did she get the screenshot? Of course, I was careful to not share anything about us over the phone, and in the case of Poppi, I had no idea how the hell would they be connected. Poppi was a friend from my school, not in any of our circle of friends.
But the more I eliminated possibilities, the more it made sense, it had to be her. But why would she do that? Why would she share that? And with who? Poppi always seemed like a nice person, passionate and thoughtful. I was sure she didn't do it to screw me over, there had to be another reason.
But if there was a good thing out of this, is that my ex and I where on speaking terms again. We had friendly chats about series, pets and everyday occurrences. It felt nice.
The night of February 13 came. I share with my ex pictures of my pets, that she always loved. But I notice something weird. She seemed distant. At the same time, Poppi contacts me again. I start chatting both of them at the same time. Poppi is acting weird too, and with both of them, things start to connect on my mind. Another friend of mine (Who also was a close friend of my ex) sends me a third message: Its the screenshot. It was Poppi, after all. But the screenshot was completely out of context, the parts that made it clear I was trying to make Poppi feel better removed.
My ex starts talking about Valentine's Day. Poppi starts talking about Valentine's Day. I confront them both.
To Poppi "Do you consider us to be friends?"
Poppi breaks down. I'm not mad, I just wanted to understand why. She felt really guilty about the screenshot she shared. I ask her two things: If she shared without the context... and who she shared it with.
She shared it with the context... and she had shared him to the new guy that my ex was seeing. Turns out, they knew each other.
And Poppi had a crush on the guy but my ex had beaten her to the punch. Poppi wanted to screw them over, not me. She already knew my story before talking to me. She felt terrible about what she had done.
I connected the dots. It all made sense now.
To Ex "So when are you going to tell me that you are dating him?"
My ex froze. She acted like she didn't know what I was talking about. She started claiming that he was important to him, that he needed protection and that it was nobody else's business. She was afraid people were going to judge her. This made me angry. She has always done this, live in fear of what other thought.
They were dating. He took the screenshot out of context and confronted her about it, probably something along "Why is your ex going to see you". She cared enough to confront me and tell me to keep my expectations in check. I realized she wasn't changing, she was still scared. I guess that made sense. But I just didn't want to care anymore. I wish her good luck and blocked her.
I felt like shiiiiiiiit for a couple days. On the third day, it hit me: I was feeling like shit when I was with her too. The problem wasn't her. It was my attitude. I was stuck because I didn't want to get out there and try my best. I got up. I cleaned myself. I was going to nail that day.
With renewed spirit, and now free, I got to work. While on a nearby café, a friend helped me with a drawing I needed for my store. Casually, she asked me out to the movies. I was feeling pretty good.
Now, I have skipped over a lot of details, but here is when the fun part starts:
The new best friend (Let's call her Martha) I made while on the karaoke, well, another friend of mine (Hugo) had a huge crush on her and got jealous of me.
The new girl that asked me out, let's call her Joana, was older and far more proactive than my ex.
Hugo had a girlfriend she never respected, lets call her Lisa, who pretty much always had a crush on him so she would allow him anything, even cheating.
Now, Joana is pretty and has tons of friends. Turns out, a lot of her friends have also connections with friends of mine. They start shipping us, hard. We see it as more of a casual context, but the social pressure is piling up. Its nice going out with here, but I mostly see her as a friend, even if she is really attractive. But I don't even try to kiss her. Turns out this was the right call, since it turns out she has two kids. Nothing wrong with that, but I'm fresh out of a relationship I was still hurting for. And she wanted something casual, but the more we go out the less casual she was about it. I tried to still have a good time, we kept going out.
Meanwhile, Martha finally broke up with her boyfriend. I go to her home to talk about it and she is devastated. I arrive at his house, open the door and her parents look at me, who hardly know me. "Hello, I'm SalvaPot, I'm here to talk with your daughter since they had just broken her heart. Excuse Me". Of course, Martha was both angry and laughing at the whole thing. By the next day, she made a facebook post about it.
And then I was swarmed with messages. Tons of guys wanted my help to hook them up. It never occurred to me how thirsty men can be. I had always been on the calmer side, when it came to relationships. Hugo took the chance to try and get Martha drunk, but I took care of that. The next day, Lisa broke of with Hugo.
Hugo talked with Martha and me, trying to get sympathy. He was still our friend, so we did try to make him feel better. The problem was Lisa.
Lisa didn't had any friends, she knew Hugo was cheating on her but she didn't care, she wanted him, it was all she had. But she broke up with him anyway. I had never talked to her before, but I did this time to hear her side of the story. I gave advice and told her she needed to move on if she wanted better. Apparently the speech worked, because a few days later, Martha warned me: Lisa was now interested in me and moving to try and win me. Hugo had no idea.
Enter the spiritist girls once again. After ignoring me, she starts visiting me out of the blue and ask about how I'm doing. I'm not interested in her, but I'm friendly and we keep talking. Nothing comes out of it. I had a new date coming up with Joana, who now I also heard wants more from me than just chatting.
Unrelated, as a joke, I make a video asking for a new employee because my business partner keeps sleeping on the job. Gets tons of likes and views.
And then, someone I hadn't spoke with for a while, sends me a message from a brand new username. Its Poppi. She wants to work with me.
March arrives.
I refuse. None of this crapload of new text adds anything to the plot. Nia was one of the most expendable character in the story, so fleshing her out is just filler material. Rita isn't a love interest that has a one-sided crush on OP so she's not really relevant either. The quarts druggie ex has done nothing contributing to the plot either (trying to stab the new guy who we didn't even know existed doesn't matter since he doesn't really flesh out any sort of love triangle). Unless druggie starts roughing up OP, I'm not interested.Time to update your chart with Rita, "Quarts", and Magical Trevor.
I agree, spiritist girl is irrelevant now. That is why its classified under side-story.I refuse. None of this crapload of new text adds anything to the plot. Nia was one of the most expendable character in the story, so fleshing her out is just filler material. Rita isn't a love interest that has a one-sided crush on OP so she's not really relevant either. The quarts druggie ex has done nothing contributing to the plot either (trying to stab the new guy who we didn't even know existed doesn't matter since he doesn't really flesh out any sort of love triangle). Unless druggie starts roughing up OP, I'm not interested.
Salva, you need to learn to pace your story better.
Quoting myself cause I'm looking for some answers.We didn't end up doing minigolf today because of weather so we cooked dinner and watched a movie instead. Everything's great just like before and as if that conversation about not being exclusive never happened. And again, if it weren't for that conversation I could have sworn she wanted to be exclusive. I mean her mind could have changed but she didn't tell me if it did.
However I got another curveball related to the exclusive thing.
Previously she mentioned that she might go on birth control in the future (right now we're using condoms), but tonight she brought it up twice. The first time was her saying out loud that she might go on birth control so we could do it raw if I wanted. Then a little later she said yes she's going to look into birth control because she wants to go raw with me. I didn't really encourage her other than saying condomless sex is obviously better but it's her choice. The curveball is that yeah, I'd be comfortable going raw if she was on birth control, but NOT if we're not exclusive. I'm thinking STDs obviously. I didn't bring up the exclusive thing tonight because I didn't want to go down that route again so soon after Sunday, but I know I'll have to bring it up again eventually if she really starts pursuing birth control so that she doesn't need to use condoms with me. When should I do this? If she brings it up again would that be the appropriate time, or should I just bring it up the next time I see her so that we're both on the same page as soon as possible? She seemed pretty serious about it when she mentioned it, so I don't think I should let her get on birth control with the expectation that I won't wear a condom when I will continue to do so as long as we're not exclusive.
Or is there a third option I'm not seeing here?
Things are really great between us - but the exclusivity issue might circle back around a lot sooner than I'd thought it would.
This shouldn't be a negotiable discussion. If you don't want to go raw without being exclusive, that should be that. Being pressured to not wear condoms is a red flag.Quoting myself cause I'm looking for some answers.
Also, do condoms actually help prevent STDs? I mean, they must, right? Or am I worrying about this over nothing?
Why are you stressed? Absolute worst-case scenario is that it flops and you console yourself with a brand new boardgame.I have my first blind date ever from okcupid friday... im kind of stressed. We didnt talk much in conversation since she's medicine school and don't have much time but accepted to meet me. I bring her to a board games playing shop, hope it goes well
Thats not actually a blind date if you know what they look like and have spoken to them.I have my first blind date ever from okcupid friday... im kind of stressed. We didnt talk much in conversation since she's medicine school and don't have much time but accepted to meet me. I bring her to a board games playing shop, hope it goes well
Maybe I worded that poorly. I'm not being pressured into anything yet, and I haven't talked to her about the exclusivity issue with unprotected sex either. Don't worry, she and I are still good! I just need to tell her that I'm not comfortable having unprotected sex when multiple partners are still on the table, and I plan on doing that this weekend when I see her again.This shouldn't be a negotiable discussion. If you don't want to go raw without being exclusive, that should be that. Being pressured to not wear condoms is a red flag.
And yes, condoms help prevent STIs, but not fully.
Hey guys. I hope I'm at the right place for this.
So last weekend, an old friend of mine asked me if he could give my number to a friend of his. (A girl)
We've met before but we only casually small talked (I don't even remember about what tbh, but I do remember thinking she was cute).
So I said to my buddy it was ok even though I wondered why she asked for my number now all of a sudden, since it's been about 8 months since we last saw each other.
Anyway we texted a bit and i just went for it and asked her out. So we're seeing each other on Saturday (at a Chi chi's btw).
This is my fist ever date and so i just wanted to ask you guys if you have some basic advice for first dates? (Beyond what's in the OP)
To make it easy for you I thought about listing my biggest flaws:
- my BIGGEST flaw is that I sometimes have INCREDIBLY sweaty hands, usually happens when I'm really nervous like for a presentation in front of an audience, but it also happens in more normal situations
- I have trouble to start and keep conversations going. I know from the few of our texts, that she likes a lot of series, for example Altered Carbon on netflix which we texted about a little.
- My hobbies are watching series, movies and playing videogames... and that's about it... I tried different stuff like music and sports but nothing ever grabbed me. I did recently start running and working out at home just because I wanted to get in better shape.
- I'm studying basic business management at the moment. I find it interesting but usually when I talk to people about it they never seem to understand or find it interesting (this might be my fault since I maybe don't know how to explain it in an interesting manner.)
A couple more questions:
At the end should I pay for her drinks? I assume so since I'm the one who asked her on a date.
Lastly, I'm really curious about why she now suddenly reached out to me. Should I ask her about it or would that be rude?
Sorry if these questions are weird or in the wrong place, but I think she's cute and I'd like for it to work out.
Nah man thank you for even trying, I really appreciate it! I also really look forward to the relationship part, since I think that's where all the fun actually is.Heads up this probably isn't the best advice you could get, and in fact could all be terrible advice. I'm not that great at dating, I'm way better at relationships. So if you ever need relationship advice definitely hit me up.
Best I could think up, for now: https://abload.de/img/476e72c7-b409-4be7-89odo19.png
It's lame but hopefully enough to catch someone's attention.
Dude thats an amazing profile. I would totally date youBit late to the party, but go full goofy with it and have some fun, my dude. I don't have the greatest pics, or too many of them to begin with, so I used what I had and made this: https://imgur.com/a/UrDoz
Had a lot of success.
Bit late to the party, but go full goofy with it and have some fun, my dude. I don't have the greatest pics, or too many of them to begin with, so I used what I had and made this: https://imgur.com/a/UrDoz
Had a lot of success.