From what I've gathered from asking about her son (she talks about her son a LOT), she still lives at home with her parents and she asks them to watch him sometimes. However, her parents like to go out too (her entire family seems really big on birthdays) and sometimes they can't watch him. One day she came to work late and completely ignored me for nearly the entire day. It wasn't until I was heading home that I overheard her talking to another co-worker/friend that her parents stayed out because of a birthday and she had to wait for them to come home to watch her son. She thought they might of done it on purpose for some reason and it was upsetting her.
She also told me that she leaves her son with his father on weekends. I didn't ask how the relationship ended, but from what I've heard, he has another kid from his current girlfriend, with another child on the way. While talking to her friend, she said she met the new girlfriend once when she had to drop off her son. When the friend asked her if she managed to keep things amicable, she said yes, but from the way she talked about the incident, it seems she still has some hard feelings? So I'm guessing he broke it off with her.
Without going into details (you can probably guess), it's a job with the federal government and also a union gig. If things went south for me, I wouldn't have any problem transferring to another area.
Wot!? Maybe I came off as an asshole. I think I should have explained more.
With regards to:
"girl squad" - While there are some shitty attitudes towards women in my work area (one co-worker confided in me in the locker room that they shouldn't be paid the same wage because they can't do any heavylifting), my supervisor (a woman) is DEFINITELY biased in her treatment of men vs. women. She NEVER hassles the women from the "girl squad" when they go on break for longer than usual. She even goes on break/lunch with them for way longer than the allotted time, but if any of the guys from my area goes over even a minute, she's paging them on the intercom to come back to the work floor. My supervisor will even go over to their work area to talk and goof around. She'll pull out her phone to show them something she wants to buy, like a jacket, and they'll all stop working, go over, and chat about it for a good 15 minutes.
reading and vocabulary - We have this "shtick", her and I, going where whenever I have to work in her area or she has to work in mine, we bust each other's chops. It's mostly how we manage to keep our conversations. She told me that she worked two jobs once and I told her from the work output I've seen from her, I doubted she was telling the truth. She knows that I went to college and have a degree in IT and like to read. She'll sometimes bring up the fact when I use a word she doesn't know the meaning of like "frugal" or "malcontent", and say something like "Well, excuse me. I don't have a fancy college degree.".
"Just leave her alone" and being a 30-something virgin - I tried to leave her alone after I felt she was sending me "mixed signals"; e.g. completely ignoring me some days, then not being able to stop talking to me other days. She always finds excuses to come to my area and talk to me. Usually I'm the first one in my area when I come in for about 30 - 45 minutes. When I first started this jobs, she would usually stroll in later along with the rest of her co-workers (girl squad + supervisor), but after a while, she started coming in early. She spends nearly all of this early time talking to me.
We both also work the graveyard shift. Sometimes we work 10 - 12 hours in a day. Once 8AM rolls around, a new shift is eligible to come in and join my half of the work area to help finish up the work. The shift that comes in is made up entirely of women (Why? Because my supervisor is in control of scheduling and puts only women on the second shift because it's way easier.). They don't always come as most prefer to start working at 1PM, but some of them will. I didn't notice it at first, but when they show up, she (my crush) will come over and try to convince me to go home which sounds reasonable because I have a long commute or she'll try to make small talk with me in front of the other girls. I've arrived at the conclusion that she does this because she's a bit jealous/defensive. Even during the holidays when my supervisor brought in extra help (mostly girls) from other outside areas to help with the workflow, she displayed this behavior.
I should also mention that initially I tried to avoid her because of her behavior.
During my second week on the job, she had to work in my area. There were three girls worked in my area at the time, but they have since quit. One of them was a new employee who started at the same time as me. She (my crush) was really nasty to this new girl when my supervisor asked her to show us how to do something. She also had "beefs" with the other two girls and threatened to "slap the shit" out of one of them. I assumed maybe she had mental issues and decided to just keep away from her.
During my second month on the job, two of the employees from my area were going to be out at the same time for nearly two weeks. These two employees were the ones who got most of the work done/coordinated. So my supervisor put her in my area until they came back to work. For nearly an entire week, we didn't say much to each other while working unless it was work related (keep in mind, my SA and shyness).
So eventually Sunday comes. On Sundays, we work in differently building. We start working alone without talking as usual and after two hours pass, she tells me she's bored and starts asking me all of these very personal questions. Somehow the topic of girlfriends and sex comes up. I'm not ashamed of my virginity, so I told her I've never had a girlfriend and I was still a virgin. She seemed delighted and shocked at the same time. When she asked why, I told her that it's too risky for a man to be "involved with women in this age of incurable STDs and crushing child support payments" when the relationship eventually fizzled out. This is usually something that I do to cover up my SA; I pretend to be a MGTOW and how I don't want to get involved with women because of all the potential "trouble" such relations can bring to a man's life.
She asked wouldn't I like it if I had someone who would let me lay my head in their lap while they stroked my hair. I lied and told her such things don't interest me.
I don't remember the rest of the conversation because this happened many months ago, but she asked me if I ever kissed a girl, and I remember telling her that I don't even hug people in my immediate family because it felt awkward (which is true, but I still hug aunts/cousins/etc. because they've come to expect it from when I was younger and didn't have SA). She also asked if a woman has ever touched my penis before. I stammered and tried to mentioned something about when my mother/aunt/sisters bathed me when I was younger, but she cut me off. After that, what followed could only be described as sexual harassment.
She hugged me tightly enough from behind that I could feel her breasts against my back and she whispered in my ear "doesn't this feel nice?". Now, she's larger (not fat, tall/lanky) than me and has a few inches on me in height, while I'm a somewhat short/scrawny dude. I didn't do anything but freeze up and stop, not that I'd been able to get away if tried given our size differences. After she let me go, she immediately grabbed my arms, and wrapped them around her so that I was hugging her from behind. She then started "grinding"/"twerking" (we had the radio on) on me. I froze up again, but felt myself getting an erection and I think she felt it too. She stopped, let me go, and said slowly "It's OK, <insert my name here>..., It's OK, <insert my name here>...", while I stood there frozen just staring at the floor, as if she might of realized what she'd done, then said "I'm just messing with you." then she went on her lunch break.
That's how this whole thing got started. It's been nearly 6 months since that incident and she hasn't tried to pull anything like that again. I didn't develop a crush on her from that incident, but from talking with her over the months and learning more about her and the things we had in common. I didn't even find her physically/aesthetically attractive when we first met, but the attraction eventually developed after interacting with her on a near-daily basis. My SA has reduced quite a bit over that time with her. Before I couldn't maintain eye contact with her for too long, but as time progressed, I became better at it. That's when I started noticing that when we talk, she'll smile at something I'd say, start blushing, and break eye contact first to look away. I would say that's around the time I started having feelings for her and considered her to be beautiful.