This is the thing that made me question my beliefs. We're encouraged to put "Jehovah to the test" and and see how our beliefs will stand. But if we're only looking at the organization's thoughts, is it truly research? I'm a history major and one of the fundamental things we are taught is to compare and analyze multiple sources.
It's a big thing for me too. As a JW you're repeatedly told the scripture wherein the Bible is a sharp sword dividing truth from lies....but you're also told that you should never listen to anything "false" because you will be seduced by it. Well the Bible should be able to stand against ANY statement anyone makes against it. Except it doesn't hold up once you actually read "apostate" "lies".
The other bullshit things that really got me to leave is the idea that God doesn't want anyone to be destroyed...but currently is set to destroy billions at Armageddon because they don't follow his arbitrary vague statutes. The amount of truly "wicked" people on earth is probably in the thousands. Hell, maybe a million...five million if you're generous. But no, he loves his children and will only save the ten million Witnesses because they go to meetings and fuck the rest of the billions of his wicked wicked children.
If he really wanted to lay down the law he can fucking come out and tell people, he has no reason to be vague. "Faith" has no value other than invented by the religious. God if he existed would have the ability to prove anything he wants, so the idea that believing in in him through "faith" is somehow more valuable than facts and evidence is just bullshit of the highest order.
God arbitrarily decided that a penis goes in a vagina and never in any other hole, that's wrong. I'm not gay but I realized just how fucking arbitrary it is again to imagine a God entity giving a shit about this. He made so many things pleasurable and then wrong as well. Fuck off. God's perfect design was really flawed from the start if there's so many ways to connect the parts that work perfectly and he only wants things one way. Fuck off.
God doesn't exist, if he does, he doesn't care who you fuck.