I'm sorry for the amount of times I talk about this. I don't really know who to talk to at this point. I started my dream job about 4 months ago. I spent a lot of time and effort to get this position and it was a huge dream come true. I honestly cried the first day of my job because I was so happy.
I met my boyfriend at this job a few weeks into it. I was still new so he introduced me to a lot of people and helped me fit in. We were really great and I loved having a partner who shared the same goals and interests as me.
He broke up with me a month ago and I found out he was cheating on me with another coworker. Most of the people who I work with have been supportive but there's been a few people who tell me that I deserve to be cheated on and glad I'm out of his life. My ex broke up saying he needed time for himself but to still message him with whatever I need and wanting to remain friends. Then I found out a day later he was cheating in the final weeks. He ignored my texts and calls and won't look at me at work.
I really fucking hate this job now. I'm crying constantly throughout it and can't stand seeing my ex with his new girlfriend. He never even owned up to him cheating and pretends like I'm not his coworker. I eat my lunch in an abandoned storage room where nobody can see me cry. I get so anxious having to go to work.
I've been calling out for the past few days. This was my dream job and now I hate it. And the only person I can blame is me. I caused this. I decided to date a coworker. I couldn't bear to tell my parents that I quit. They spent so much effort to help me get to this position.
I keep calling out because I get so anxious about going to work. I'm not emotionally ready to handle another day of crying. I don't know how to tell my boss this situation. They know he broke up with me but not how much I'm struggling. I was the one that ruined my opportunity. I'm fucking sad that I ruined this. Anywhere I work isn't going to be this dream spot I spent years to get to.
He was the one that ended things yes, but he can still do his job. I'm the one letting it affect my work. I don't know what to do.
I met my boyfriend at this job a few weeks into it. I was still new so he introduced me to a lot of people and helped me fit in. We were really great and I loved having a partner who shared the same goals and interests as me.
He broke up with me a month ago and I found out he was cheating on me with another coworker. Most of the people who I work with have been supportive but there's been a few people who tell me that I deserve to be cheated on and glad I'm out of his life. My ex broke up saying he needed time for himself but to still message him with whatever I need and wanting to remain friends. Then I found out a day later he was cheating in the final weeks. He ignored my texts and calls and won't look at me at work.
I really fucking hate this job now. I'm crying constantly throughout it and can't stand seeing my ex with his new girlfriend. He never even owned up to him cheating and pretends like I'm not his coworker. I eat my lunch in an abandoned storage room where nobody can see me cry. I get so anxious having to go to work.
I've been calling out for the past few days. This was my dream job and now I hate it. And the only person I can blame is me. I caused this. I decided to date a coworker. I couldn't bear to tell my parents that I quit. They spent so much effort to help me get to this position.
I keep calling out because I get so anxious about going to work. I'm not emotionally ready to handle another day of crying. I don't know how to tell my boss this situation. They know he broke up with me but not how much I'm struggling. I was the one that ruined my opportunity. I'm fucking sad that I ruined this. Anywhere I work isn't going to be this dream spot I spent years to get to.
He was the one that ended things yes, but he can still do his job. I'm the one letting it affect my work. I don't know what to do.