I've been debating about making this topic numerous times, and now I've finally decided to just say screw it.
For context, I'm a black man, born and raised in the good ol South, and an atheist, of which I've told only close friends. My mother sort of "knows", but we simply choose not to talk about it. So, whenever I visit my mom and stepdad, I simply acquiesce with their desire for me to go to church with them on Sunday morning, a practice I entirely despise.
In any case, what baffles me, is that my mom and immediate family were the ones who taught me all about racism, microagressions (before that was even a term), what I'll have to do to hopefully survive an encounter with police, etc. yet insist Christianity being the one true religion, "just pray about it", or even the more infuriating it's an act of god for miracles, and when something terrible happens its rationalized as "He works in mysterious ways." This is the same religion that was literally forced upon us. How is that so many of our people who protest racism and bigotry, start movements for change, yet the white man, to blunt, still controls what we believe?
Shit is mad depressing, and I'm not sure how we get out of it as a whole.
For context, I'm a black man, born and raised in the good ol South, and an atheist, of which I've told only close friends. My mother sort of "knows", but we simply choose not to talk about it. So, whenever I visit my mom and stepdad, I simply acquiesce with their desire for me to go to church with them on Sunday morning, a practice I entirely despise.
In any case, what baffles me, is that my mom and immediate family were the ones who taught me all about racism, microagressions (before that was even a term), what I'll have to do to hopefully survive an encounter with police, etc. yet insist Christianity being the one true religion, "just pray about it", or even the more infuriating it's an act of god for miracles, and when something terrible happens its rationalized as "He works in mysterious ways." This is the same religion that was literally forced upon us. How is that so many of our people who protest racism and bigotry, start movements for change, yet the white man, to blunt, still controls what we believe?
Shit is mad depressing, and I'm not sure how we get out of it as a whole.