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Do you remember ronito?

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    Votes: 380 52.6%
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    Votes: 51 7.1%
  • roni-who?

    Votes: 108 15.0%
  • Thor: The Dark World

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Deleted member 8561

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Gonna post this to close that chapter:

Dear Confessor:

The fact you have "pent up frustration" on a topic that has nothing to do with you (unless you have repressed emotions), where you're injecting yourself into a social issue because of your own poor understanding and seemingly hostile attitude is pretty clear enough that nobody would want to talk to you anyways.

Non-binary people, or anyone, are not put here on this Earth to explain "the right to exist" to people who literally get angry at the idea of said group existing, which in your own words you seem to be getting "built up" over time since you can't express your views without repercussions.

If your attitude is literally "if I talk about it I will get banned" then you are either lying to yourself about how you actually feel about this and you clearly have stronger emotions than you're leading on, or you're not mature enough to talk about this without flying off the handlebars, or both considering you wrote to an anonymous confession thread ranting about the topic you are complaining that "you can't talk about".

Here is a hint, if you have fucked up internalized feelings regarding a topic that is inducing borderline rage/ranting posts about said topic, talk to a therapist and don't unload your baggage onto random people who fit the topic of your rant.
 

Ketkat

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Oct 25, 2017
4,727
Gonna post this to close that chapter:

There's a difference between wanting to talk something through and sitting here and writing 12 paragraphs about how this is the truth that we need to accept. You also are kind of contradicting yourself throughout this apology. You say that you should not have said these things, but that we should also have fostered an area for you to say these things in a way that doesn't allow you to be banned.

I'm not trying to say that to be mean, but that I understand where you're coming from. You understand that what you said was hurtful but you still believe those thoughts that you have, and you're conflicted about it now. I do agree with a lot of what TLBB said above and that a therapist would be the best for helping you work through these thoughts, but I also know through experience that recommending a therapist to someone doesn't often really solve the issue as not everyone is willing to take that step.

If you want to have a genuine conversation about this, then please PM me. I have been incredibly active in the mental health and trans communities here and people often confide in me things that they're not comfortable saying out loud for all kinds of reasons. I have no reason to share these with anyone and I never intend to. I'll treat our conversation the same way, and it will stay between me and you. If you're not comfortable doing that, then I understand, but the offer's open whenever you want it.
 

MilesQ

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Oct 25, 2017
5,490
Pretty boring confessions this year.

I wonder whatever happened to that cunt who was marking his black students lower because he hated them.
 

Thequietone

Member
Oct 26, 2017
4,052
Pretty boring confessions this year.

I wonder whatever happened to that cunt who was marking his black students lower because he hated them.
He confessed it was fake. That's why we have the new rule of no fake confessions and no admitting that it's a fake. Caused a derail with a bunch of people claiming their stuff was fake and gave us a moment where we contemplated whether or not we should continue.
 

Ryan7556

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Oct 27, 2017
1,081
Ontario, Canada
Well I'm going to assume it will be the one that involves the confession saying "I told my friends I'm participating in no nut vember but I'm lying."
 
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neoak

neoak

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Oct 25, 2017
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Tiktok guy returns

I figured I should update the situation. She did her Twitch stream like she said she would, peaked at around 600 viewers, and she played with her groomer the entire time. He was even on voice chat throughout the stream. She fucking blew him a kiss at one point. The bonbibonkers general had a meltdown, hit its highest post count ever, and was eventually nuked by 4chan moderation for attempts at doxxing anon (her groomer). As of me typing this any attempts to create a new one is immediately deleted off the site. So I guess that's it? I think that's the end of the story after a little over a year. The /bbg/ and my small part in it at least. Bonbi said in an instagram story that she was going to take a break from tiktok and might not come back. So she might be done as well. We'll never find out what happens to her and her pedophile groomer, which is sad.

I still want to make another confession about the time I was groomed but it's hard to talk about. I think that experience is why I was so invested in this Bonbi story. I wanted to see her get out and be okay, but that didn't happen. With me my parents eventually stepped in and saved my ass, but hers don't see to give a fuck.

The whole thing was obviously unhealthy, for her, for anyone of her fans who posted on 4chan or the discords, and probably should have been destroyed a long time ago. Like I said I just hope she comes out of this ahead, because she seemed like a good person who got swept up in a vortex of internet fuckery.

 
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neoak

neoak

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I've considered telling this story on Era before, but I feel like it would follow me around and I don't want that, so I'll do it anonymously.

Last year I (female, late-20's, openly gay) was at a comic convention, not SDCC but one of the other big ones. I was cosplaying as a particular character -- I won't say who because I post about this series a lot on Era and I don't want people to figure me out. Anyway, at the convention I met another cosplayer (also female, probably mid-late 20's) who was cosplaying as the other half of a popular ship involving my character. We hit it off when we first ran into each other and we hung out for most of the day.

For whatever reason I really clicked with this girl. I had a crush on her almost immediately but she was way out of my league and I just assumed she was straight. We spent almost the whole day together, ended up ditching our respective friend groups, got dinner together, attended panels together, etc. Sometimes people would ask to take pictures of our cosplay and we'd pose together and do "couples poses" since our characters are often shipped.

Anyway at the end of the day, she asks if I want to come back to her room to hang out since the convention floor had closed, and I did. When we got there we talked for a while and eventually she admitted that despite being straight, she really liked the ship between our characters and something about our roleplaying out on the show floor had gotten her curious. I felt like my brain was malfunctioning and became a useless lesbian and had no idea how to respond. We started making out and she asked if we could roleplay as our characters. I was totally game obviously. I'm not going to give you perverts the play by play but it was awesome. There was something really weird and hot about this straight girl basically RPing as a gay character in bed. Like it was some taboo thing.

Anyway I never saw her again after the convention ended. We hung out a bit the next day but she had to leave early so we didn't get to hook up again. I felt like it would have been really weird/clingy to ask for her contact info and she never offered it, so I assumed she wasn't interested in more than a one-night stand. But part of me has regretted it ever since and I wonder what happened to her. I didn't go to the convention again this year but I wonder if she went. Oh well. Story of my life.
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Oh, i mean... I hope you get a chance to erp go again...
 
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neoak

neoak

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Gay male here. I've been in a long term relationship for a few years with the same guy and I have a 2 part story to tell about us.


Kinky part:

After a few weeks dating he invited me to spend a week end at his mom's place. She lived in another town. We went there and everything went super well. She prepared our bed in the basement which was an open room, no doors. Simply going down the stairs leads you directly in front of our bed.

The morning after, we both woke up with a hard boner and started making out. We were being careful as we could hear his mom making breakfast upstairs and any minute she could pop her head and call us up. We kept kissing and touching each other under the sheet but the tension kept rising. At some point we said fuck it. My boyfriend stood up in the bed, butt naked and his dick rock hard. I got busy on it like a starving beast and after a couple of minute, he exploded. I had it all over my face and even in my eyes (it stings). He then laid down on the bed and I started face fucking him. It didn't take long for me to wet his chest and the bed sheet. It was exhilarating and heart pounding. We both then lay down and started laughing. We cleaned ourselves up and went upstairs to get breakfast.

As the years went on, we had many other stories like that. Some with other people taking part. Maybe for another confession.


Sad part:

A couple years later, we are still together but in very different situation. Sex is almost non existent. I am a very horny guy and NEED sex so I ask for it. But it always ends up in an argument and if I am lucky a "sorry" blowjob. He's either tired or doesn't feel well. He had some health issues but nothing life threatening or that required surgery or anything. He has a regular job and not suffering from depression or any mental health issues. So I started seeing it as him simply not interesting in me sexually anymore. It got to a point where we agreed to let each other fool around with some established rules (no contact exchange or long term relation). We've been doing that for almost 2 years and have stuck to those rules. I see other guys more often than him but I don't feel satisfied at all. Hook ups without any connection is not the same thing for me. I never had a similar experience to the one described above.

A couple weeks ago, I met a guy anonymously. There was not much verbal exchange and the encounter went very differently from what I usually do. We laid down and just cuddled, nothing hardcore happened. Just soft kissing and touching. It felt so good for some odd reason. It lasted around 30 mins and we parted ways. But before leaving he said: "Thank you!". That struck me as a lightning bolt. This encounter reminded me what I missed the most in my relationship: intimate time and connection. I felt connected to that stranger because we were probably in the same situation and needed the same thing. We hugged each other for a good 2 mins before leaving without saying anything. We did not get each other's name or contact. That was not the point. We just crossed path.

This whole thing got me thinking about my relationship a lot lately. What's our future together? I love him but I feel stuck. I feel like we are hanging to each other despite it being unhealthy. We are just too afraid to leave each other.


So yeah that's my story. It feels good to tell it.

P.S: I am kinky but I take the necessary precautions. No bareback or unnecessary risks

Seems like you need to break it off for your sake.
 
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neoak

neoak

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This is a short one. I think Abby Russel ruined Giant Bomb. I never tell anybody this, so it feels like a deep dark secret I can never let out. I secretly think most people agree and are also too scared to say so.


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BLOODED_hands

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Oct 25, 2017
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Yeah.... Confessor needs to break it off. Doesn't seem like you're in a relationship anymore. You're both just there.

Also, brb using imagination for the other confession since no pics. Jk congrats on the sex, confessor.
 

Stuart444

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Oct 25, 2017
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This one makes me feel bad :/ I hope this girl is okay.

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Oh, i mean... I hope you get a chance to erp go again...

This is sweet. ^_^ though I too wonder about the characters lol.

Seems like you need to break it off for your sake.

^ It seems like the best option is to break it off. I normally wouldn't go that far (unlike what you see in many threads here where the first option is to break up for many people lol) but this feels pretty unhealthy.

I hope everything works out for you though confessor!
 

Rand a. Thor

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Oct 31, 2017
10,213
Greece
You managed to fuck the gay into that woman, I think that's a sign of a job well done confessor. No one is out of your league if you put your into it.
 

Delphine

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I'm honestly thinking about Life Is Strange as well for some reasons. Either way, that confessor is living her best life and I support.
 

Servbot24

The Fallen
Oct 25, 2017
43,064
That one was less of a confession and more of a brag :P Well earned though! Here's to you, confessor.
 

Xpike

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Oct 25, 2017
1,676
kinda weird juxtaposition of a confession where one girl turned another one gay then one guy is in a loveless relationship that he should probably talk to his partner about
 
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neoak

neoak

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Dude if something like this actually happened to me I'd be bragging about it right here on my account
Just like,
1. Take slutty pics
2. Post them on Tinder
3. Open Tinder at a convention
4. Have that thing that puts you in the first profiles for a short time
5. Get messages by plenty of thirsty bois
6. ????
7. PROFIT!
 
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neoak

neoak

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Their was this kid at work that always fucking annoyed me and I just had enough of his shit. Went into the restroom and peed into a cup and while he wasn't looking poured it into his drink. He never did realize why his soda tasted so funky.

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neoak

neoak

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Well, a while ago I made a confession about having cancer and wanting to die. Well, I'm in remission and am now cancer free. Doctors were stunned. A real 1% miracle they said. I digress. As for my life situation...who knows. I won't lie and say things haven't changed. My life did improve. I'm a salaried manager at a new retail store, live on my own but, I have no friends or g/f and I really am still very weak from the chemo and surgery. Maybe I should look at it this way not even pancreatic cancer could take me down. That kinda amuses me not going to lie.

That is no small feat, confessor. If you want some friends, why not find groups of cancer survivors to talk with? They definitely will appreciate you.
 
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neoak

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I once was invited to a Christmas party with work colleages. Took place at one guy's home who I really hated for reasons. Late evening, everyone's kinda high from partying and drinking, I go to the kitchen, take the near-empty cocktail bowl and piss into it. A good half liter of nice, yellow piss. Don't even know why, I just felt like screw everyone. I put in some vodka, apple juice, pineapple pieces and ice cubes and bring it to the party area.

People loved that cocktail and I feel forever disgusting for several reasons.
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neoak

neoak

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Warning: NSFW.

About 6 months ago my wife and I stayed at a hotel for a getaway. We have 3 young toddlers so we like to get out every now and again. Our sex life is good we usually go once or twice a week. I have also moved to third shift at work so i don't get as much sleep and sometimes when that does happen I don't deal with stress as well and want to get off or find myself thinking about sex alot more often.

We were drinking a bit and while we were down in the lobby i saw a few of the guys from a soccer team checking out my wife and I just joked about grabbing her butt there in front of them all. And then she joked yeah im good at giving blow jobs. And i joked back yeah you could take them all. And we just got on the elevator and fooled around a bit.

Then once we got ready she was getting her nite time stuff on and i already got ready and was watching porn. Usually i watch milf porn or something and she comes out sometimes we watch together and i give her a massage but tonight i did something different i I did some gang bang and orgy and dp stuff. And I told her when I got out of the shower that yeah i want you to take the whole team. And she dismissed it. But for some reason this thought has stuck in my mind.

So every now and again when we had doing it night and i watched porn before when she got ready at home I would be watching and would say it during sex taking two or something. And like the next night after I really was saying stuff she wanted to talk. So i told her i had been fantasizing maybe going to a city or something and meeting someone and us 2 taking turns with her. Not like a cuck but im involved and making her go. And I've looked about hot wife. And this is the same time when that thread was up on ERA. So kinda crazy coincidence. So she was wet when talking about it i felt her and so she was turned on by it but she said its not safe at all so i asked her what about getting dildos so i can watch her and she can take me and opposite.

So she's been doing that for awhile using dildos/viberators simulating while we have sex and then also kinda talking dirty at times during sex or joking about being a hot wife and all. Like if she's mowing the grass or running outside i joke about her getting checked out or she does like can i wear this outside and im like okay I know im doing you so whatever. I guess i kinda get off at the thought of someone is leering at her but she's doing me.

So finally while using one of these large dildos she finally squirted for me while i licked her clit and did the dildo. It seemed like her best one ever and i felt good about that because i want to please her. But something has happened sometimes not every time only usually when im not drunk. So i get to watching the porn and then im talking dirty to her then we do it and we go really good. Sometimes though when i get done then i want nothing to do with the hot wife idea. And it like desensitizes me where Im not turned on and don't think i would want it. But its crazy when its like that thought during the day and ill just fantasize about it and it turns me on. So im not sure if i want to continue this ride where we might actually have a threesome or some kind of hot wife experience where she and me and another guy are doing her. I don't ever want her to go on dates or anything or do anything without me. Its all about pleasuring her. I like watching her do the dildo against the wall. Its like on the ERA thread she's my own porn star. But i don't know if I want to go down that slope. Its weird i get so turned on but then right like right after i go im like I don't think i want this. Its like a chemical imbalance maybe i don't know. What do you guys think?

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neoak

neoak

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And for some asking: Yes, they are posted out of order.

I try to make the franchise confessions in order, but sometimes i miss them if you don't tell me what you sent previously in more detail.
 

Fubar

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Oct 25, 2017
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In regards to the NSFW one for tonight - that was a rollercoaster of a read and the run-on sentences somehow made it better. Wowza.
 
Oct 25, 2017
1,476
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Why are half the confessions tonight about piss

All righty, then
That is no small feat, confessor. If you want some friends, why not find groups of cancer survivors to talk with? They definitely will appreciate you.
Congratulations, Confessor. I'm happy you're still with us. I echo neoak's suggestion beyond just, I guess, volunteering and joining hobby clubs.
I genuinely hope you feel stronger soon.
For some reason, this is worse than the last.
Warning: NSFW.

About 6 months ago my wife and I stayed at a hotel for a getaway. We have 3 young toddlers so we like to get out every now and again. Our sex life is good we usually go once or twice a week. I have also moved to third shift at work so i don't get as much sleep and sometimes when that does happen I don't deal with stress as well and want to get off or find myself thinking about sex alot more often.

We were drinking a bit and while we were down in the lobby i saw a few of the guys from a soccer team checking out my wife and I just joked about grabbing her butt there in front of them all. And then she joked yeah im good at giving blow jobs. And i joked back yeah you could take them all. And we just got on the elevator and fooled around a bit.

Then once we got ready she was getting her nite time stuff on and i already got ready and was watching porn. Usually i watch milf porn or something and she comes out sometimes we watch together and i give her a massage but tonight i did something different i I did some gang bang and orgy and dp stuff. And I told her when I got out of the shower that yeah i want you to take the whole team. And she dismissed it. But for some reason this thought has stuck in my mind.

So every now and again when we had doing it night and i watched porn before when she got ready at home I would be watching and would say it during sex taking two or something. And like the next night after I really was saying stuff she wanted to talk. So i told her i had been fantasizing maybe going to a city or something and meeting someone and us 2 taking turns with her. Not like a cuck but im involved and making her go. And I've looked about hot wife. And this is the same time when that thread was up on ERA. So kinda crazy coincidence. So she was wet when talking about it i felt her and so she was turned on by it but she said its not safe at all so i asked her what about getting dildos so i can watch her and she can take me and opposite.

So she's been doing that for awhile using dildos/viberators simulating while we have sex and then also kinda talking dirty at times during sex or joking about being a hot wife and all. Like if she's mowing the grass or running outside i joke about her getting checked out or she does like can i wear this outside and im like okay I know im doing you so whatever. I guess i kinda get off at the thought of someone is leering at her but she's doing me.

So finally while using one of these large dildos she finally squirted for me while i licked her clit and did the dildo. It seemed like her best one ever and i felt good about that because i want to please her. But something has happened sometimes not every time only usually when im not drunk. So i get to watching the porn and then im talking dirty to her then we do it and we go really good. Sometimes though when i get done then i want nothing to do with the hot wife idea. And it like desensitizes me where Im not turned on and don't think i would want it. But its crazy when its like that thought during the day and ill just fantasize about it and it turns me on. So im not sure if i want to continue this ride where we might actually have a threesome or some kind of hot wife experience where she and me and another guy are doing her. I don't ever want her to go on dates or anything or do anything without me. Its all about pleasuring her. I like watching her do the dildo against the wall. Its like on the ERA thread she's my own porn star. But i don't know if I want to go down that slope. Its weird i get so turned on but then right like right after i go im like I don't think i want this. Its like a chemical imbalance maybe i don't know. What do you guys think?

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I'm no expert on this, but it could be just as you describe: a fantasy. For arousal and nothing more.

EDIT: This is my 1000th post, and y'all made it about feeding people your urine 😫
 
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