Respect to you for that. Anxiety and depression are awful. I appreciate your efforts to keep the conversation going even when it's uncomfortable. I really mean that.
I'm part of he LGBTQ+ community, I don't identify with my birth gender, but most of the time you wouldn't know this so I get to walk around unnoticed (unless I feel like dressing how I want to) so most of the time I get the privilege of being invisible.
Thank you for your words, but I don't deserve praise for doing this. Imo this is basic level decency, and I know many other posters here suffer from similar and still keep involved as best they can.
We all have a responsibility to look out for those worse off than ourselves. Those weaker than ourselves, those with less privilege. We can't afford to look away.
Unless you really can't take it to the point it's affecting your mental health so badly it's causing you serious harm, you really need to keep looking, keep the conversations going, keep the awareness raised and lend voices to others who aren't being heard.
It's hard, I know, but many others have it far worse and we can help by keeping these conversations flowing even if only a little.