I'm sick of it, man. I'm sick of rich and powerful getting away from their crimes. I'm sick of seeing marginalized and downtrodden groups getting torn apart, murdered, and butchered due to sociopaths who delight in cruelty
And I'm sick of my life being depressing and shitty knowing that I'll never thrive and I'll be just a footnote.
Fuck!
Hey,
The world has always been like this, if not worse before. The best you can do is live for the moments in your small, short existence that can be enjoyed. Like a delicious beverage, a beautiful view, a warm hug from a friend, petting a dog, a funny video, a great workout, and other moments like this.
Step away from this forum if you have to. The bad, depressing news will always be there and it's okay to step away and literally ignore it for the sake of your health. It gets magnified here a lot. People are ready to magnify every bad person and news, cancel everyone for every mistake, and commiserate. You gotta prioritize your own health and happiness and you only have a small window of opportunity to live this life happy and healthy.
Prioritize finding a therapist if you don't have one already, and friends you can talk to that help lift your life up, not bring it down.