So I'm on my way home from eating with my friends when I get a text from a familiar number. It was my ex girlfriend. I've been blocked on her phone for months at this point and it was a real surprise to hear from her. She wanted to call so we did for about four hours. Mostly we talked about life and school. She talked about her boyfriend a decent amount but also said shit like "I hope me and my boyfriend are together forever but sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision breaking up with you" and that she drives by my place sometimes and thinks about our relationship often. I told her that I still had a sweater she left over. I told her I would mail it to her but she told me she would come over right then and get it.
So she came over and we ended up watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. She asked me if I would erase her from my memory and near the end of the film asked me if I would try things again. She ended up staying til 6am when she left because she felt like she was cheating. She texts me the next day telling me that she's sorry for leaving suddenly and that she didn't want to do anything that would damage her relationship. Other than some light tickling and play fighting we didn't do anything physical.
So here I am GAF. Just feeling kinda down in the dumps. I thought I was over it but I'm clearly not. I'm not really sure why I'm making this thread or if it's a good idea to do so. I'm not asking what I should do because I already know (i should do nothing). I don't have an appointment with my therapist until January but I'm gonna take my medicine more regularly and start my daily three mile runs up again. Since I cant talk to a professional about it, why not talk to a video game forum? But seriously shit dudes I just don't understand what her intentions were
So she came over and we ended up watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. She asked me if I would erase her from my memory and near the end of the film asked me if I would try things again. She ended up staying til 6am when she left because she felt like she was cheating. She texts me the next day telling me that she's sorry for leaving suddenly and that she didn't want to do anything that would damage her relationship. Other than some light tickling and play fighting we didn't do anything physical.
So here I am GAF. Just feeling kinda down in the dumps. I thought I was over it but I'm clearly not. I'm not really sure why I'm making this thread or if it's a good idea to do so. I'm not asking what I should do because I already know (i should do nothing). I don't have an appointment with my therapist until January but I'm gonna take my medicine more regularly and start my daily three mile runs up again. Since I cant talk to a professional about it, why not talk to a video game forum? But seriously shit dudes I just don't understand what her intentions were