Today was the last day. After a year without gambling, I jumped back in and lost a significant amount of me. I dont fully understand what made me go back, but its too strong for it to ever happen again. Thats the last time Im ever going to bet, hopefully ever.
Its really hard because gambling has many mechanisms to make it seem less bad. And they all work until the second your money is being gambled away.
Im trying to absorb that I lost a big amount of money in order for the thought to stick if I ever feel like going back again. Im trying to find any mechanisms that help me stay away forever. I have other family members that have struggled with this before. Not saying that it means that im not responsible for my own actions but...fuck, why are we like this?
Have you had difficulties with gambling before? Or a family member or a friend? I like reading about other stories because I feel like I can somewhat relate.
Its really hard because gambling has many mechanisms to make it seem less bad. And they all work until the second your money is being gambled away.
Im trying to absorb that I lost a big amount of money in order for the thought to stick if I ever feel like going back again. Im trying to find any mechanisms that help me stay away forever. I have other family members that have struggled with this before. Not saying that it means that im not responsible for my own actions but...fuck, why are we like this?
Have you had difficulties with gambling before? Or a family member or a friend? I like reading about other stories because I feel like I can somewhat relate.