- Oct 31, 2017
For sure it has taken a toll on me. I am a very chill guy and it takes a lot to get me upset but every once in a while I will completely snap while doing something like playing games, fixing something, etc and slam my fists, shout obscenities and basically throw a small fit. All over something very trivial. I instantly regret it as it's 100% how my Dad acted all the time and I hated it. At least I never direct it at anyone and am just mad with myself.Yeah, my situation is unusual in that my father is mega cool and collected and my mother was the rage fiend. She's a lot better now that I'm grown and especially after I clapped back at her, but I'm sure a lifetime of her shit has fucked me up in ways I don't even realize.