Got a job in a nice office. It starts September 30th. I still play video games everyday but we're moving into a bigger apartment this weekend. After the move, I hope to edit my script before sending it out.
I guess I feel a little better but I'd still rather just lay in bed and play Dragon Quest or sleep. I guess this is a good update, hopefully I don't fuck this up. I have a month to prepare after all. And my salary is even higher than my last job.
Got a job in a nice office. It starts September 30th. I still play video games everyday but we're moving into a bigger apartment this weekend. After the move, I hope to edit my script before sending it out.
I guess I feel a little better but I'd still rather just lay in bed and play Dragon Quest or sleep. I guess this is a good update, hopefully I don't fuck this up. I have a month to prepare after all. And my salary is even higher than my last job.
That's tough, man. I'm sorry. Maybe go to couples therapy to talk about your feelings in a facilitated environment?Sorry for the bump.
just not doing well mentally. I have a nice job now, in fact I love it. But I'm continuously depressed. I'm just not happy in my relationship, as happy as I used to be. It's ironic. I complained in here about her being tired of waiting for me to be motivated and to do something but now, I'm just not happy with how we are. We're always arguing, she never apologizes when she's wrong and we haven't been very active romantically in months. I just can't imagine life without her. Without our dogs, our place together, our inside jokes. Seeing her everyday does usually make me happy after work, we just barely have anything in common but we're so intertwined. Our families are intertwined. We've been together for 3 years almost.
I just can't live without her and I don't know how to make it myself happier with her. She's also vegan and I'm not but I can get over that. Lately though, it's been harder to enjoy my hobbies because she doesn't like any of them. So I always have to just...not enjoy them.