I managed two full weeks on keto, dropped about 14lbs. Was sleeping better, appetite was way down, drinking a lot more water regularly (I carry a 40oz HydroFlask with me) and overall felt pretty good. Been supplementing Magnesium, a Daily Vitamin, Fiber, and Cod Liver Oil. Overall things felt like an improvement and I was happy with the direction I was going in! Birthday week rolled around, and it got spoiled when my friend offered to take me out to lunch, she was concerned with my keto diet and being "too carby" and I told her it probably was but I bent the rules for her cause I love her dearly. And then another friend took me out on my birthday, and a third friend brought me cupcakes and even acknowledged the fact that I cut carbs, but she was being so sweet with balloons and a card and I couldn't say no.
So I basically fell off the wagon for the whole week, and here's my experience: Cravings hit hard. I'm talking like finding excuses to go out to eat. And it was a lot of fast food, like going to get taco bell was an immediate response in my brain of "this feels good, I want more". Eating til I felt gross was a thing, which was something that I had kinda gotten down in the first two weeks of keto. Portion sizes were down within the first week, and on the start of the second, it was easier to eat a smaller portion and feel satisfied, not that bloated gross feeling. Food is hella addicting to be honest, and I really was hating finding excuses or ways to justify eating more food. It's something I had done prior, and something I've done before with other "diets" or trying to change a lifestyle. With a flexitarian diet, I would find justifications to go ahead and eat sloppily because I "earned it". Oh, I also went up 7lbs.
All things considered, I'm back to keto starting today. I got to get through the induction period of course, but it'll be worth it. I really like the restrictions of keto- it allows me to break what feels like an addiction to what should just be food. Once I'm back into a keto state, it's back into the gym and hopefully hitting that eventual weight goal of mine! It's only 50lbs, and I'm ready to go with plenty of support (now that I don't have to worry about birthday surprises anymore!)