You hate to see it, folks
I feel like complete abject dogshit physically, mentally, emotionally, pretty much anyway people are capable of feeling bad, I feel it right now. It's even worse when on top of those feelings, there are mental health issues severely compounding them, making it nearly impossible to trust or love someone in the first place. The last time I felt this way about somebody was 5+ years ago, and the emptiness is agonizing at this point.
Anyway, uh, just needed to get that off my chest somewhere. Off to go drink about it some more.
I feel like complete abject dogshit physically, mentally, emotionally, pretty much anyway people are capable of feeling bad, I feel it right now. It's even worse when on top of those feelings, there are mental health issues severely compounding them, making it nearly impossible to trust or love someone in the first place. The last time I felt this way about somebody was 5+ years ago, and the emptiness is agonizing at this point.
Anyway, uh, just needed to get that off my chest somewhere. Off to go drink about it some more.