I find I have maybe interest in sexuality but very low compared to other people. I even tend to find it potentialy depressing as leading to the "animal triste post coitum"feeling, which can be quite intense and a reminder of your own mediocrity, a strange feeling of being/feelling sulied from the inside, because before you thought you wanted it, and after it happens you think "how could I want intensely something like that"? I somehow feel this is related to my depression and my other mental conditions and the feeling society tries to sell me something I don't feel interested in...
I even feelirritated at shows when they talk about it, because i am not part of it, so it feels invalidating.
I even feelirritated at shows when they talk about it, because i am not part of it, so it feels invalidating.