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So, I'll add that I think I found the source of my anger. It isn't the nice things or the toys, its the security and not having to focus on survival or knowing a loved one is facing food insecurity, even after you send them money. Its having your own apartment, not listening to every single noise your 10 year old car makes, not skipping dental work or avoiding the doctor just to avoid co pays and deductibles. That's what your garbage, shitty, joke of a toy and game collection looks like to me, fucking security.
And yes, I'm a hateful, angry and bitter person. They're not just senior citizens anymore.
EDIT: I've taken everyone off ignore, see my latest posts. TL:DR, I was being a petty patty last wed and snapped, turns out I'm too old for that shit and I've got riches, just not in the way of possessions.
I do. I'll admit it. Sometimes its interesting to see a rare piece of old computer equipment or a really unique setup. Other times, I hit the ignore user button after someone posts their "humble" setup with a pristine room, leather furniture, oled and premium consoles. Its a humblebrag, own it.
This isn't the fault of the majority of those sharing their pick ups or setups, its cool to be proud of your refuge or finds and please post away. Everyone is welcome here, poor, middle class and well off. Its a personal problem, a I get jealous, then self critical, then angry or depressed. I stay out those threads now after a few days where I went home and then went to bed.
So, anyway, anyone else?
So, I'll add that I think I found the source of my anger. It isn't the nice things or the toys, its the security and not having to focus on survival or knowing a loved one is facing food insecurity, even after you send them money. Its having your own apartment, not listening to every single noise your 10 year old car makes, not skipping dental work or avoiding the doctor just to avoid co pays and deductibles. That's what your garbage, shitty, joke of a toy and game collection looks like to me, fucking security.
And yes, I'm a hateful, angry and bitter person. They're not just senior citizens anymore.
EDIT: I've taken everyone off ignore, see my latest posts. TL:DR, I was being a petty patty last wed and snapped, turns out I'm too old for that shit and I've got riches, just not in the way of possessions.
I do. I'll admit it. Sometimes its interesting to see a rare piece of old computer equipment or a really unique setup. Other times, I hit the ignore user button after someone posts their "humble" setup with a pristine room, leather furniture, oled and premium consoles. Its a humblebrag, own it.
This isn't the fault of the majority of those sharing their pick ups or setups, its cool to be proud of your refuge or finds and please post away. Everyone is welcome here, poor, middle class and well off. Its a personal problem, a I get jealous, then self critical, then angry or depressed. I stay out those threads now after a few days where I went home and then went to bed.
So, anyway, anyone else?
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