Yeah I noticed it but assumed I was seeing things into his behaviour that was natural due to his statureHere's the problem- it doesn't matter who in the world you are, you will always get hate or dissent or disagreement, that is the nature of the internet by definition. You need to have a thicker skin if you put yourself in the spotlight, otherwise don't put yourself in the spotlight to begin with. I'm not even an insider or industry person or anything, and I get a ridiculous amount of hate on this site (and elsewhere) just for being a visible poster.
Benji got (sometimes almost sycophantic) amount of people appreciating him, and he absolutely would go off into self pity fueled posts, hijacking threads for pages at a time. He even randomly went off at Mat Piscatela once. I appreciate his contributions to this community, but I do not appreciate his tendency to want to be the center of all discussion all the time, nor his thin-skin and inability to take any internet abuse, which in a perfect world would not exist, but in our imperfect one, is a default part of the online identity experience.
It does look like it wasn't just me.