KojiKnight Member Oct 25, 2017 10,410 Feb 13, 2020 #951 deimosmasque said: And by the time she grew up everything was already shit. Click to expand... Click to shrink... It's made pretty clear, she never grew up. Up until the end, all of her decisions were selfish and childish. (I'd argue the whole creating Steven was amongst them) I don't think there is a single time in the entire series, including post meeting Greg where she ever took responsibility for a single thing. About the best you can say was that once she met Greg she started taking his feelings at least partially into account for her actions from then on, but never once did she ever admit to her past problems.