This is speaking from my perspective but I suppose it can apply to anyone else of any race. Throughout my life I've found that I don't really fit in with the culture that the rest of my family participates in, not just the older generation but my siblings as well and as a result I'm described as very whitewashed for lack of better terms, I don't really know the lingo, I sound insanely awkward attempting to speak patois and I've managed to surprise other black people when meeting me face to face as apparently they could not tell I was black just from me talking online. And I could never really get a handle as to what exactly any of that means? Does it mean I'm not using enough AAVE when I talk or something? It's hard to get a grasp on.
I can't deny that I don't exactly fit in with a lot of my peers as a result but I'm not too sure how much of that is me genuinely having the "black" sucked outta me by outside forces or just me being a social dunce so what does it mean to be whitewashed? And can it be fixed without feeling like you're trying to fit in?
I can't deny that I don't exactly fit in with a lot of my peers as a result but I'm not too sure how much of that is me genuinely having the "black" sucked outta me by outside forces or just me being a social dunce so what does it mean to be whitewashed? And can it be fixed without feeling like you're trying to fit in?