Not exactly, but I'm trying hard to avoide a certain neighbor.
She's a very old lady, pretty nice, I respect her in a way and how fit and resolute she still is. Her cellar is right next to mine, so that's how we started to meet.
Everytime she engaged me in a conversation, going longer/deeper every time. She showed me the layout of her apartment and showed me her personal stuff standing around. She gave me her number, to meet up and sit down for tea. (I never called.) I thought, the pandemic would kinda "save me", but she still wanted to do a bicycling tour with me.
As I said, she's nice, but I really don't want to be her friend. But I can't say really say "no" either, it makes me feel mean. So I end up going through all sorts of contortions, when talking to her.
And I have really bad luck running into her. Whenever I have a day off and leave my apartment for whatever reason, I tend to bump into her. I've become so paranoid, I avoid going down into the cellar (my bike is there) and try to look down the stairwell, if there is anyone, before I hurry out.
One time, I was coming back, and I saw her from afar outside the house. I didn't know, how long she would be near the entrance, so I ended up just walking on past the house and down the street, taking the little sandy footpath leading around the house. Since the weather was bad before, the way was sooo damn muddy, and I cried inside a little, wearing my new sneakers I had to clean afterwards.
It's so fucking ridiculous. 🙈