I know I know, this thread is an obvious cry for help.
I wish I could explain in more detail, but something negative happened that may affect the outcome of my future and it is taking a toll on my mental health. My stomach feels twisted, my breath feels labored, and my eyes are teary from trying to digest the bad news. I feel like everything around me has been turned upside down. And I can't even sleep because my mind is racing.
I've tried watching random videos on YouTube and playing FFXIV just to calm myself but the bad news keeps popping into my head. The only thing that is giving me a semblance of respite is the fact that I can at least try and fix the issue. Then I realize that I ultimately have limited control over it all and the sense of dread returns.
These episodes have been a bugbear for most of my life. And every time it happens I feel worthless. I'm sick of it. I am sick of hiding in my room and rolling up into a ball and crying myself to sleep. I am sick of letting issues get the best of me as I do fucking nothing about it. And I want that to change for my own benefit.
I guess your suggestions might be a good start.
If anyone can offer tips on how to deal with heightened anxiety, I'd appreciate it! General advice, anecdotes, etc, would do.
I wish I could explain in more detail, but something negative happened that may affect the outcome of my future and it is taking a toll on my mental health. My stomach feels twisted, my breath feels labored, and my eyes are teary from trying to digest the bad news. I feel like everything around me has been turned upside down. And I can't even sleep because my mind is racing.
I've tried watching random videos on YouTube and playing FFXIV just to calm myself but the bad news keeps popping into my head. The only thing that is giving me a semblance of respite is the fact that I can at least try and fix the issue. Then I realize that I ultimately have limited control over it all and the sense of dread returns.
These episodes have been a bugbear for most of my life. And every time it happens I feel worthless. I'm sick of it. I am sick of hiding in my room and rolling up into a ball and crying myself to sleep. I am sick of letting issues get the best of me as I do fucking nothing about it. And I want that to change for my own benefit.
I guess your suggestions might be a good start.
If anyone can offer tips on how to deal with heightened anxiety, I'd appreciate it! General advice, anecdotes, etc, would do.