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TheCthultist

Member
Oct 27, 2017
8,450
New York
Oh you definitely need to share that with us lol
Looked back through and it appears they went and deleted some of the more... painfully cringy ones. A lot of whats left are poorly thought out skits that aren't so much cringy as much as just not good. Case and point:


Again, less cringe than most of whats posted here, but there's the channel if nothing else. Also a shitty looking, college freshman me shows up around the 1:18 mark for a few seconds...
 
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Deleted member 4532

User requested account closure
Banned
Oct 25, 2017
5,936


"I've been practicing for this for a long time... I'm going to use Bind."
His mom walking in trying to understand makes it funnier
 

Angie

Best Avatar Thread Ever!
Member
Nov 20, 2017
39,529
Kingdom of Corona
Looked back through and it appears they went and deleted some of the more... painfully cringy ones. A lot of whats left are poorly thought out skits that aren't so much cringy as much as just not good. Case and point:


Again, less cringe than most of whats posted here, but there's the channel if nothing else. Also a shitty looking, college freshman me shows up around the 1:18 mark for a few seconds...


I... Actually enjoyed this video lol

I found it funny :P
 

nilbog

Member
Oct 25, 2017
15,186
Removed out of respect for the deceased light rail avenger.
 
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ItIsOkBro

Happy New Year!!
The Fallen
Oct 25, 2017
9,519


"I've been practicing for this for a long time... I'm going to use Bind."
His mom walking in trying to understand makes it funnier

Exclusive footage of the mom leaving:

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OP
OP

Deleted member 4783

Oct 25, 2017
4,531
A reminder he died while he was rowing an underage girl to a secluded island. That's not to say anything about the loss of a human life, but people keep painting him as a hero and a great person.
Wait wait waitttttttt..... What!?????? I remember reading he was rowing with his brother and died. Shit if that's true. Damn
 

Red Liquorice

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Oct 27, 2017
9,081
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Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
I've experienced gaslighting recently. Psychological fuckery designed to make me lose the plot and not know what's real.

These people know this and made an exception to the rule. Ordinarily they'd think that kind of fuckery, especially done to family and friends is wrong. In principle it's fucked up because that's what the alt-right do or russian trolls do. Yet these people consider the source is rotten, so it's medicine owned.

They are good people with progressive values and I understand this fuckery. So be it. But pulling my mum, my brother and other people into my life and making fun of them is also fucked up, same with pulling apart other areas of identity or schizosis that is unrelated to the original fuckery.

They might be angered thinking that I am looking for it and that I see the bad in everything. But I don't. Mostly I have frustration with corrupt areas of power that fuck it up for the rest of us. Due to amphetamine psychosis I have sometimes flown off the handle in my own company and not been able to stop the flow of words.

Drugs, especially K, help me deal and have some handle on altering the shitty feelings. Voices in my head, heard outside however, constantly fuck and pollute my thoughts.

So I see bad things inside and outside of myself. Some spooky things happen that are both good and bad and the same happens with random people that I meet in my environment, so my perception becomes coloured and I see things one way.

I'm trying to be a better person than I used to be but I don't think people believe that and they think I am full of shit.

Suicide has been on my mind a number of times these last few years, but I don't want to let those thoughts win.

So bi-polar depression (which I've inherited from my dad), BPD (in which I view things oppositionally) and schizo-affective disorder reign. Asperger's means I take things too literally and that I sometimes make connections that aren't there.

I sometimes offend people with this. I have tried to open up to people about this and deal with my instabilities and things that I have fucked up. I should have dealt with them sooner but I was afraid of abandonment (hello BPD) and falling into a self-destructive spell of drug taking due to isolation because I am a drug addict.

I struggle determining what's real due to magical thinking and the fact my dad has had 'spooky' things happen to him too (hearing voices, being involved with coverns). So flights of fancy take ahold, but I don't view them like that when I centre. However, I frequently do experience these fanciful flights because of not knowing what is what.

If I am getting things wrong then I apologise to those involved, and I am deeply sorry for the the things I did in the past when I didn't think, question or see the world in the way that I do now.

Shit, wrong thread. Sorry.
 

Alimnassor

Banned
Oct 25, 2017
773
I'm going to hit you guys with one of the cringiest YouTube videos ever produced. It's old and almost everyone has seen it, but it is time for this pure shockwave of cringe to reverberate once more.

Foam adventure.


The sad thing about it is they're still the same. 10 yers later they're still the same.
 

Stinkles

Banned
Oct 25, 2017
20,459
I've experienced gaslighting recently. Psychological fuckery designed to make me lose the plot and not know what's real.

These people know this and made an exception to the rule. Ordinarily they'd think that kind of fuckery, especially done to family and friends is wrong. In principle it's fucked up because that's what the alt-right do or russian trolls do. Yet these people consider the source is rotten, so it's medicine owned.

They are good people with progressive values and I understand this fuckery. So be it. But pulling my mum, my brother and other people into my life and making fun of them is also fucked up, same with pulling apart other areas of identity or schizosis that is unrelated to the original fuckery.

They might be angered thinking that I am looking for it and that I see the bad in everything. But I don't. Mostly I have frustration with corrupt areas of power that fuck it up for the rest of us. Due to amphetamine psychosis I have sometimes flown off the handle in my own company and not been able to stop the flow of words.

Drugs, especially K, help me deal and have some handle on altering the shitty feelings. Voices in my head, heard outside however, constantly fuck and pollute my thoughts.

So I see bad things inside and outside of myself. Some spooky things happen that are both good and bad and the same happens with random people that I meet in my environment, so my perception becomes coloured and I see things one way.

I'm trying to be a better person than I used to be but I don't think people believe that and they think I am full of shit.

Suicide has been on my mind a number of times these last few years, but I don't want to let those thoughts win.

So bi-polar depression (which I've inherited from my dad), BPD (in which I view things oppositionally) and schizo-affective disorder reign. Asperger's means I take things too literally and that I sometimes make connections that aren't there.

I sometimes offend people with this. I have tried to open up to people about this and deal with my instabilities and things that I have fucked up. I should have dealt with them sooner but I was afraid of abandonment (hello BPD) and falling into a self-destructive spell of drug taking due to isolation because I am a drug addict.

I struggle determining what's real due to magical thinking and the fact my dad has had 'spooky' things happen to him too (hearing voices, being involved with coverns). So flights of fancy take ahold, but I don't view them like that when I centre. However, I frequently do experience these fanciful flights because of not knowing what is what.

If I am getting things wrong then I apologise to those involved, and I am deeply sorry for the the things I did in the past when I didn't think, question or see the world in the way that I do now.

Shit, wrong thread. Sorry.

I hope you take the following seriously and it is helpful : Go get professional counseling. Start with your MD and ask for recommendations or a referral to counseling. Do it soon.
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
In what way am I the same? I was isolated due to social anxiety and not having the headspace that I do now. Experience, and people, have taught me a better way.

But all I see in this thread is hate. And that you want me to kill myself (shot in the eye).

I used horrible rationalisations in 2012 because I was on speed and was ready to give up on myself. But what instituted meanie and miney in my mind said otherwise.

Believe what you want. I know my perception and how it has changed. Through people and through their guidance.

But hate feeds into hate. I do not want this to happen in my mind.
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
I hope you take the following seriously and it is helpful : Go get professional counseling. Start with your MD and ask for recommendations or a referral to counseling. Do it soon.

On a waiting list. Talked to my GP the other day. Received letter still saying I am on a waiting list the other day in response to this. Was referred at the start of 2016.

The NHS is understaffed. It takes time.

Please don't encourage my schizophrenia. Please.

If I getting that wrong. Again. Sorry.

(Talking generally, not to you specifically).
 
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Jaffo

Attempted to circumvent ban with alt account
Banned
Oct 25, 2017
292
Rome, Italy


"I've been practicing for this for a long time... I'm going to use Bind."
His mom walking in trying to understand makes it funnier

I lost a shiny kyogre that way because i inadvertedly selected a super effective grass move.
I called my sister when i found the shiny Kyogre and she watched it go down. She still laughs at me years later
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
Message received. Do you think I'm like Tyler or Amirox now?

I'm looking into myself and no. If I've spoken to myself and gone off on one in my own company, it's because verbalisation helps with fluidity of thinking, which doesn't happen in the thoughts in my head.

I do not want you to go fuck yourselves. I understand the anger, but I also cannot rewind the clock. I am trying to deal with this situation as best as I can.

My thoughts are often dictated to by mood and responsiveness, this I admit.

I would not hurt or harm another person.

I recently destroyed an umbrella and have kicked walls or occasionally thrown inanimate objects, but that's out of frustration and anger at myself, and the wider world (which I have sometimes mispercived due to mental illness).
 

Stinkles

Banned
Oct 25, 2017
20,459
On a waiting list. Talked to my GP the other day. Received letter still saying I am on a waiting list the other day in response to this. Was referred at the start of 2016.

The NHS is understaffed. It takes time.

Please don't encourage my schizophrenia. Please.

If I getting that wrong. Again. Sorry.

(Talking generally, not to you specifically).
Great to hear. Best of luck and I am happy you're taking care of yourself.
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
Thank you. I will try to, and confront and talk about the things that have messed me up inside and that I have contributed to outside.
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
How am I a 'nice' guy?

So you see me as a fedora wearer. Am I neurotic and hyper-contextualising? Yes, due to mental health issues.

Am I sexist, fascist or a manipulator looking to get into hi-jinks with those things?

No.

I am aware that I am a hypocrite however.
 

Dash

Member
Oct 25, 2017
385
I'm responding and doing the best that I can conveying to you who I am.

It is in your judgement as to whether you think I'm full of shit or not.
 
I think what's going on is that Dash has been posting about this personal life in a thread dedicated to cringe. I don't think its intentional or trolling considering he cites having long time issues with bi-polar disorders, schizophrenia, and hardcore drugs, but it is in the wrong thread.

Not sure how to go with this. I feel reporting his posts is kinda contradictory unless ill make it absolutely clear that Dash is doing no ill intent and this should warrant a seperate thread.

I'm responding and doing the best that I can conveying to you who I am.

It is in your judgement as to whether you think I'm full of shit or not.
Unfortunately, this thread is of a very different subject (And if i wasnt aware of the seriousness in your tone, i would have percieved this is a brilliant take on cringedom) than the one you making posts about. Since i consider your posts as serious, i would hate for them to be deleted because they are off topic.

Your posts warrant a seperate thread. Is it, in this case, okay, if i report this post im now responding to so i can explain to the staff that these posts of yours need to be moved into a seperate thread?