I tried. I tried to honestly engage with this nonsense for the last 4 years. You know what I got out of it? However many thousands of words typed, a lot of stressful nights looking up stats and laws, and bubkis.
Centrists of the 'vote blue no matter who' variety are no longer worth my time. Joker mode now. I 'even bother' because it is entertaining. Entertainment actually is worth my time. It is the only worthwhile outcome of engaging in modern US political discourse.
I'm disappointed because I can genuinely say I've learned from your perspective over the years on this site and the last one, like, there will be a lot of shit posters who don't care about an issue and want to win edge points, but your posts usually didn't do that ... Or at least, you always had way more good posts to shitpost ratio (we all shitpost, you'd do it waaay less than most, less than me for sure). I never agreed with what I interpreted was an accellerationist perspective, but at least I always appreciated your left/demsoc perspective and while I'm pretty firmly a liberal, I think having a reasoned demsoc perspective has probably turned me further left. I voted/campaigned for Elizabeth Warren in 2020 and she was my top choice, and while I'd like to think I supported her because of some ... I dunno, internal wisdom or something, I think it's the influence of people to the left of Liz Warren (As well as really liking her as my senator) that pulled me over to her. That without being exposed to solid arguments from demsoc/left from you and others I wouldn't have voted the way I did.
But if the entertainment value you glean from trolling or shitposting is worth more to you and your mental health (and really I kinda doubt that you believe that, but rather you're using nhilistic/cynical shitposting/trolling as anestesia, because the reality that the affect of thousands of pages of posts has nudged one single person [me] to vote for a safe Liberal [Liz Warren] vs. a safe Neoliberal [I dunno, Seth Moulton or something, not that I supported him but just as an example], might be depressing), then I guess at the end of the day we're all selfishly looking out for ourselves and that is a logical position. I think if the mental value ("entertainment") you get from shitposting/trolling is worth more to you than the dignity of the human beings that you're interacting with, then it makes sense, I'm disappointed, but -- once again -- I see and agree with your logic.