Not anymore. Shit like that and drinking was taking up too much of my already meager income. Couldn't be happier now that I'm sober, I've got the bread and the drive to actually do shit
as much as I hate to admit it, I must.
I need to quit smoking. matter of fact, I will today. Smoking is fun briefly, but then it completely fucks me up, and every time I quit I get to the point where I say 'I can start again, I got shit under control' and then I smoke and everything unravels again, just as it always does. I quit.