Look at these replies. So much good advice.
You have friends here OP.
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You have friends here OP.
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Op think of your brother! Please don't kill yourself! Please call the number and talk to them, or at least talk to us! People care, just read the responses in this very thread.
You're not alone. Confidential help is available for free.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday