But you can tell he really cares about preserving the word. I tend to see a lot of white people say they find his vids awkward to watch because of his excessive use of the word, but like, isn't that on you and not him? Maybe you should think about why you personally find it awkward.
Is is okay to say that his use of the word just sounds stupid and lazy? I'm watching one of his videos now where he's referring to a dragon in a game as an "n word" as well as being generally hyperactive and shouty. He's just annoying to me. Needs to grow up.