Today is a beautiful day, and I want to spend it outside, but my girlfriend wants to go shopping, out to eat, and go to a park. But I just don't feel it's safe. I live in a very bad area in terms of covid, and while I get the impulse to go out and act normal, I just can't do it. I told her this and she said I can't live in fear and to just wear a mask everywhere. But I've been out to get groceries and NO ONE is wearing a mask. I feel like people look at me like I'm a freak because I'm the only one. I don't want this to get heated but it's just not smart. My dad has diabetes, and I do not want to risk it.