Also how long have you worked in an office enviroment, it sounds like it hasn't hit you how fucking little people care after 8+ years.
I've worked at this company going on 15 years. And for the last 5 or so I've had my own office so it's been very isolated and mundane.
Being out of work for the past 3 months has given me a new lease and perspective on life and I just want to make a go at not letting work crush my spirit.