First of all, a little disclaimer: english it's not my first language and I don't usually write this much so there a
re probably some grammar errors here and there. Sorry about that!
Anyway... ok, so this is my first time confessing. I've never shared this story with anyone sooo I'm a little bit nervous but also relieved to being finally able to tell someone, even though it's anonymously
Anyway, I'm really good friends with a couple. I met her through mutual friends and then she introduced me to her boyfriend. We became really good friends and used to see each other like 3-4 times a week, sometimes only the three of us and other times with other friends. The problem is that, as time passed, I developed a big crush on him (he's reeeeeally attractive), but of course I kept it to myself because I really cared for her as a friend and they were a great couple.
So, I used to live in a really big house, with a huge backyard, pool and everything, so naturally from time to time I threw some parties there. One time I had this huge party and this couple of friends were there, as always. After a lot of booze and some weed, she started feeling a little bit sick so me and her boyfriend carried her to the guest bedroom, put her in bed and then she fell asleep almost immediately.
We (me and the boyfriend), instead of going back to the party, stayed in the bedroom and started talking. We were both reeeeally drunk btw. And we talked, talked, talked... and when I least expected we were kissing. And his girlfriend, my very good friend, was passed out right next to us. But we were really drunk and sparks were flying and the tension was rising... so yeah. As you guys can imagine, we ended up having sex right there. Next to her.
And oh my god it was good. It was so freaking good.
So good that after having sex right next to her, we went to my bedroom. Round two was even better.
To shorten the story, they are still together, she never discovered it and I had sex with him on three more occasions. Of course I feel guitly as hell and a really shitty friend to this day. And everyone looooves to say that I look like a good, innocent girl. Little do they know, huh. Anyway, this is probably one of my biggest secrets, lol. It's the only thing I'm reeeeally ashamed of. But at the same time I don't regret it. It's weird.